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In Madness and Despair
19:54 Feb 13 2012
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730 days of the same routine
Siting in a chair wondering why I’m even drinking
A shot glass on the table, and a knife beside it
But I won’t commit suicide
I deserve this self-induced torture
Wandering this mildly lite streets
Wondering if anyone can see my world is falling apart
17, 500 hours of lying on the same cold bed
Clinging on to a bitter tasting hope
A shot glass on the table, and a bottle beside it
I deserve to soak up this self-induced torture
Wandering around this empty home
Decaying painfully slow inside
Wondering if it’s these walls replaying my life
2 years of siting in a bath tub
Clinging my knees tightly to my chest
Crying out my worst fears
Crying out because I’ve lost hope
Slowly sinking my head under water
But it doesn’t matter; I always come back up breathing
I’ve lost track of how many days and hours
Of siting with my back against the wall
With nothing but a shirt on, exposing my freshly made scars
I stopped caring, I stopped loving
Only in Madness and Despair will I live on
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