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Sleeping dreamlessly under a velvet stary sky

Fingers laced

Head a top another

Rocking ever so gently

Sing to a sweet lullaby, my love

Holding close

Holding dear

Embrace me, love, don't ever let me go

Soft lips touch my face and hair

Fringers feel the silky locks, my love

Can I be a fool and say I love you?

Eye contact that tingles the skin

Gape filling presentence

Would you be a fool with me too?

Sweet nothings in the ear

Taking in an intoxicating scent

Such a beautiful dreammless slumber.

Lost in the darkness of my fading mind

I repeat the words of a dear friend,"When I find my-self fading,

I close my eyes and realize my friends are my strength."

But it's just not working.



Reaching for the light that hangs just out of my grasp



Memories I don't want to see, weigh down on me

The old wounds I once hid under the black cloth, rip open with shearing rage

Screams emerge from my lungs as I bathe in my own blood



The light begins to fade



Dreams only hold my worst nightmares

Repeating the words

It doesn't help

Resist the urge for sharp pain that once held so much pleasure



Just a dull glow now



I have gone numb

The walls, that once blocked everything out, have shattered

I'm no longer able to hold back my undieing saddness

They belamed me for their faults

Oh, merciful God lend me thy strength



Flickering in and out



I'm nothing but dust in the back ground

My blood tastes so bitter

I lost my sight of the world



Utter darkness.

I remember what he said

"I love you"

"I found someone new"

"Im sorry"

"I didnt want to hurt you"

"I miss you"

Bullshit

I hate those sayings

Most people just throw them around

Nothing he said made it better

He just made it worse

Fucker

He can kiss my ass

If just said something

Iwould have understood

I know how it goes

He has a long distants relationship

But he finds someone cloe

I understand!

I cant compete with it

She is there with him

Im not

He just had to say something

Anything

He just need to say it

Instead of hurting me like he did....

I will make you hate me

I can make you sick by looking at me

I'll treat you like shit

I'll beat you

tear you

rip you

I will make you hate me

Barriers keep you out

You cant break them

Your not strong enough

I wont let you in

I'll push you away

Dont even try

Just leave me be

I hate you

I'll make you hate me

You think you can take my heart away

I wont let that happen

You'll hate me just wait

I'll make for of that

I'm not like the rest

I wont break

You wont get in

You wont make it

I will make you hate me.