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ive been having these bad urges and i have been fighting them but im afraid that one day i will break down, i really hope that i dont but i can never tell, there is so much stress and aggrivation i have right now, i let things build up and dont let them out, i dont cry because i never feel the need to but i know that i need to let some emotions flow out somehow, i listen to music and find words that explain me and my situation but i cant seem to fight things, i need someone to talk to, message me (:

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xxBlueFairyxx
06:50 Aug 29 2010

Hexy it will be okay

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vates
06:29 Sep 16 2010

Aww, HeX u can always come to me i know how u feel. I use to bottle things up too, til i exploded one day and landed in the hospital. Its not good to keep it to urself. I dont have friends, so it was hard for me to get my emotions out, i even took them out on the wrong people. Sometimes u have to just cry even though u cant or find a place that makes u happy. Ik its hard i tried everything and it still is hard for me. I am here if u ever need someone.

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my sister had a baby 8-10-10 at 10pm he was 7lbs 9 ounces, he was a beautiful little man...i have been doing nothing but working, things have been kinda hell here lately but it will all work out i guess, things could be worse but they could aslo be better. i believe im going to write a more personal entry here in a little bit, let things get cleared off my mind, so i hope that everyones doing well and im going to go and write some more (: