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What a weekend.. Visitors from MD.. went to the beach, had a job interview and just enoying the beautiful weather...



Although I am a bit tired at times lately, maybe because i was not used to being at home all teh time and not working, i get all of my house work done and then i am at a loss as to what to do after that...boredom begins, The puppy does keep me busy but trainign is only at 25 minutes at a time.

HE is great with sit adn stay and with Tug of War to strengthen his bite and jaw... His socialization is going excellent as well...

The petfood company has not contacted me back so as of monday i will be bombarding them with calls agian. 1292 dollars was the vet and ER Vet bills that accumulated and losing my dogs. I would not wish that traumatic experience on anyone.. Not even my enemies... My kids are the ones who suffered most...

I am having a painting done of the photo i have in my profile of my two beloved dogs...It will be put above the fireplace.. i cannot wait to see it with the new background. I will have to take photos of it and put them in my port.

So much has happened.. lost my companions.. my beloveds.. my friends... but iknow that they are with me.. esp. WHiskey my husky.. she is helping me and the new puppy.. whom we have named Khaos.. yeah yeah its a K instead of a C on purpose..

I seem to be more tired then usual but that is from trying to get everything i need ot get done in one day... then also a nightmare that i hadnt had in so long had came lastnight/this morning.. woke up in sweat.. dont knwo if i ever mentioned this but I HATE SNAKES... and this one.. it differs... i felt a presense.. like a curse or someone sent this dream to me on purpose.. so today i have been working on that as well.. and i took a nap after a little while...

I think i have it fixed.. we shall see...

Lost both of my babies with in a span of 49 hours... My heart is breaking.. My head is spinning...I miss them so much... Just when things are looking up.. A tragedy like this happens...

I want to blame... I just want to scream.. I have so much hurt and anger inside! I want to drink myself to oblivion... I want to just sleep for days... I cant think straight...

I cannot believe they are gone....