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Ya know just when things start to look up.. the other shoe drops.. I am at the point where i am about to say fuck it.. just fuck it all.. just once i wish something could go good for me.. go the wya i would like it.. but there is always someone or somethign in my way...

Crying is not an option for me.. I can not allow myself to do that.. I am fighting it back.. Why bother when it doesnt help and noone cares as long as they get what they all need and want..

12 years married to the man i have been in love with since 1988.. hard to believe we are still here after everythign we have gone through. But i can still look into his eyes and my heart still skips a beat. HE has his moments .. lol

He may not be the same person as I dated or married.. but he is older and mature in most ways...

Our kids.. god.. My daughter is now 13.. Hard to believe tht too.. A mom of a teenager.. man time flys too fast...

My son.. a hand full he may be.. but Man he can be the most sweetest at times.. ..I miss my babies.. they grow too fast...I love when they just want to hang out with me and talk and laugh and just hugs... no whining or arguing or talking back.. they just want to hang out with mom and snuggle and watch tv and laugh and kick back.. thats the best...though.. they seem to be few and far between lately.. :(