Queen of the Damned Soundtrack Lyrics
Jay Gordon of Orgy - Slept So Long Lyrics
Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise(surprise)
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
Walking, Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
I hate you!
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
And touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you
I've slept so long without you
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
I have been feeling weighed down and so emotional.. I am very quick with my temper lately.. and Then the guilt over comes me. SO here I sit typing away on here to release some kind of emotional whatever.. THe words are coming like they usually do. I am just feeling over whelmed with everything going on in my life right now.. Stress levels are at their peak and I dont know what else i can do...I need a night out.. a break.. to break free and be me.. the wild me.. fun loving and adventurous me... the hell raising woman that i am... I just need Me time.. and I will get it..
Hell hath no fury.....
I despise people who tell you oh its not that bad.. blah blah.. I just want to grab them by the face and shove them and say what the F**K do you know about me and about anything!
Ok enough raging.. So much anger i have pented up inside...I fear that I cannot keep it within much longer.
Anger, frustration, pain... so much emotion to handle. I do not cry infront of anyone so i cry alone in the dark where I feel safe. I dont like to show weakness and I refuse to show my pain and tears...
Ahh Halloween was great and now it has gone.. sigh.. it is my favorite time... but i noticed that the costumes.. they are not what they used to be for children, esp girls.. i would never let my daughter wear half the crap i saw that night! Outrage!
TO each his own i guess but Not with my children!
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