HunterAja's Vampire Journal

HunterAja's Journal

THIS JOURNAL IS ON 29 FAVORITE JOURNAL LISTS
Honor: 0 [ Give / Take ]

1 entry this month

Moonfire
05:10 Feb 27 2008
Times Read: 819

I miss you

On nights like this

With the moons gaze shinning down

I miss so many things

I was bound to you by blood, by stars, time, love and lust

I had all these things with you and no other

I was captive to your voice, the heat of your breath and the strength of your heart

You made my head swoon from your prose

To never hear you sing for me, to never know the heat of your passion - makes my heart heavy

To never see you stretch, or see that wicked smile, to know that it was I who put it there

I will never know these things again

You had touched deep into my soul

You knew places that I thought no longer existed

My mind reaches out to touch you, but to no avail

I wish I was worth changing for

I wish I had been more

I wish I was or had been enough

I wish I could lived up to the fantasy that was me - the me you knew when we were both children

I sit, exhausted from sorrow, from pain, from fear

Knowing that I will not know living with your love in this lifetime

I called, but you did not answer

I do not know why I was not enough

I thought I was

I hoped I was

I was not enough for you

It tore my heart; and I knew that I was powerless to change anything

I am enough for me

It is you that is alone - now

COMMENTS

OniKumo
10:06 Feb 27 2008

Very Moving. And a very powerful Statement. And still beauiful words. I like this very much.

DarkWolfman
20:07 Mar 22 2008

Says alot

TempressDookz
06:17 Apr 27 2008

these words have endless beauty and they are razor shape and cut like knives into my heart...

a very good piece lets see some more...

HellsGuardian69
09:07 Apr 27 2008

very powerful i enjoyed this

GothsonDemon
03:37 Apr 29 2008

Oh heartache... thou is now mature of the games of being zero pont to the pain and heartache. A lovely poem a lovely flow of rhyme. very vampire poem...