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wonders how leaving a comment meant only to show respect could cause ire from someone who has never spoken to you or did not even pay attention that one was contacted first... it is very interesting here.. this may not be the site.. M'lord, sire & M'lady have always been words that shown respect.. too many people believe it is only RP that use that, but here in the south, we are raised to believe the men and women deserve respect until they have proven unworthy.. i wil pay closer attention, for i do not plan to change my ways, I hope others will learn to understand when a compliment is given and not a come one.. this is what causes so many problems when trying to find a true place to be safe in.. a coven online is different than what you are attached to outside.. Being apart of a house in RL, is strong but ON_line, trying to find a place to be yourself and learn more about a subject that you are child like in should not cause issues... But so bit..



until we meet again, may these walls keep you safe

I met a wonderful mentor that i thought would suit me, but alas, it was not meant to be especially for someone new to this sight is imparative that you truly look around and talk to others before you jump into...one.. I truly hope that his Mentorship grows and hope a friendship can be found...



I hope soon to find the right coven to be apart of and through that a house that gives protection for those who are just learning about this world and are coming home..



Until we meet again, i hope you are kept safe with in the walls and out..

I was a child when I first saw them, children who are no longer of this earth.. A time spent weekends sitting in a cemetary playing while an aunt took care of the grounds.. As i grew older, they didn't go away.. But I was called weird, because how many people have imaginary friends who aren't so imaginary.. they just didn't live in the time I did.. So you learn to shut it out, close it off, unless you are on full blown emotional turmoil.. I glimpsed, heard and saw Only when i got the past of seeing red... so you learn to control that too..



But a few years ago, i started letting myself open up... when i had a friend who was going through something, I held her, and started rambling about things she had never told me.. It was hard for her to accept, but she did... and here i find a place that has always been there...this need to know more about a darkness that sits inside.. Just waiting to unfold..



This is the beginning of my awakening... may these walls keep you safe until we meet again..