Just once I wish I would be a message that was an actually conversation =_= like I use to.
Sometimes I forget about life.
Sometimes I forget about you.
I forget about the things people have done to me, the disappointment, shame, the hurt, and in that moment I am happy.
Then it all comes back and I realize how much you have let me down.
I'm not sure why I hold certain people so close to me when I know they are not worth holding.
It's just in me to believe that people will prove me wrong and to see the good in them.
In reality there is no good in them.
They are human, and humans are bad at nature.
Sometimes I forget about life.
Sometimes I forget about you.
I forget about the things people have done to me, the disappointment, shame, the hurt, and in that moment I am happy.
Then it all comes back and I realize how much you have let me down.
I'm not sure why I hold certain people so close to me when I know they are not worth holding.
It's just in me to believe that people will prove me wrong and to see the good in them.
In reality there is no good in them.
They are human, and humans are bad at nature.
No matter where I go or who I am with, you were my first pokemon. I wish I could have changed that.
But I still have my master ball saved for someone special.
SO fucking stupid
FUCKING SHIT
FUCK WHAT THE FUCK MAN
FUCK PEOPLE FUCKING GO TO FUCKING HELL
FUCK MAN.
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Lullaby
11:10 Dec 28 2011
I wish the same thing sometimes. :P I don't talk to many people, and it's so hard to find a decent topic starter. xD