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The first day of the month and today is no different from two weeks ago. Every door opened, and failure is there to welcome me. Thought flood the mind headaches not easing up.



Why the torture? I have taken the steps asked to take and nothing there but disappointment! I can only handle this for so long then I will forced onto another path.



Bridges have been built, but now I fear they must be burned and never traveled over again. Something has to give.



The pain of wanting and needing being shadowed by the lust of her smile.



I just want to go away........