The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Overwhelmed with emotion....chasing...chasing...rapid thoughts and shaking limbs...I don't undestand myself....I keep putting all these hopes and dreams out of my reach...expectations are way to high....nothing but disappointment....happiness is elusive....the scars are becoming more and more....i need to drain all this tension that lurks beneath my skin....why does love have to be so hard...why can't I get as much in return??? I want to be the first and last thought of the day...is it too much?