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Ash & Rain

05:41 Jun 25 2026
Times Read: 302


I wake with the bats in my throat
Cold lace on my skin
Black salt in the doorway
And moonlight under my hands

I read the room like a grave
Every shadow knows my name
Your breath on the window
Makes the old blood start to sway

I hear it under the skin
That low and holy hum
The night keeps calling me in
Till the hard light comes undone

I seek the noise, I seek the vibration
I summon inward, I don’t need salvation
Rain wash away the ash
Rain wash away the ash
I seek the noise, I seek the vibration
I burn, I bruise, I move with the dark creation
Rain wash away the ash
(ash, ash) rain wash away the ash

Your fear tastes bright on my tongue
Like iron on a spoon
I trace a sigil in the steam
And pull the silence from the room

The mirror gives me my twin
Half hunger, half spell
I’m a cathedral in ruins
And I know it well

I hear it under the skin
That low and holy hum
The night keeps calling me in
Till the hard light comes undone

I seek the noise, I seek the vibration
I summon inward, I don’t need salvation
Rain wash away the ash
Rain wash away the ash
I seek the noise, I seek the vibration
I burn, I bruise, I move with the dark creation
Rain wash away the ash
(ash, ash) rain wash away the ash

If I go back to the flame
Will you still call my name?
If I turn to dust again
Will you be there in the rain?

I seek the noise, I seek the vibration
I summon inward, I don’t need salvation
Rain wash away the ash
Rain wash away the ash
I seek the noise, I seek the vibration
I drink the night, I wear the transformation
Rain wash away the ash
(ash, ash) rain wash away the ash


COMMENTS

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Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
06:13 Jun 25 2026

love it





Adain
Adain
16:46 Jun 25 2026

You have a talent for this.





RosaBelleMaundrell
RosaBelleMaundrell
03:53 Jun 26 2026

I love this poem, very beautiful





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
04:30 Jun 26 2026

Thank you to you all for commenting :)





 

Rain on the glass

05:40 Jun 25 2026
Times Read: 304


Rain on the glass again
Same old dent in the door
Your coat still hangs there
Like a shadow on the floor

I keep the chain on tight
I keep the phone face down
The room holds your name
Like a bruise under sound

And I wait for the knock
That never comes
Feel the floorboards shift
Under my lungs
If you’re coming back
Come through the storm
I’m standing here
Half-cold, half-born

Black glass window
Don’t let me go
Black glass window
I know what I know
Pull me under
Then let me rise
Black glass window
In your eyes

The sink drips slow and mean
On the cracked white plate
Your lipstick on the mug
Won’t wash away

I trace the marks you left
On every wall
The night wears your shape
In the hall

And I wait for the knock
That never comes
Feel the floorboards shift
Under my lungs
If you’re coming back
Come through the storm
I’m standing here
Half-cold, half-born

Black glass window
Don’t let me go
Black glass window
I know what I know
Pull me under
Then let me rise
Black glass window
In your eyes

I heard the thunder roll
Like a locked-back gun
I let the dark move in
Till the dark was done
If this house is a mouth
Then let it bite
I’ve been talking to ghosts
All damn night

Black glass window
Don’t let me go
Black glass window
I know what I know
Pull me under
Then let me rise
Black glass window
In your eyes
Black glass window
Don’t let me go
Black glass window
I know what I know


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Black Salt Chapel

04:49 Jun 22 2026
Times Read: 360


I kneel where the stone is wet
Black salt on your door
Your name on my tongue like smoke
I came back for more
The candles lean in the dark
Like they know my face
I left my pride at the gate
And I never left the place

Hear that low wind call
Through the cracked-in bone
If I break, let me break
At your feet alone
I’ve been marked in ash
I’ve been washed in rain
Now I want that ache
To say my name

Black salt chapel
Take me in
Black salt chapel
Let me sin
I fall, I fall
Right into the hymn
Black salt chapel
Take me in

Your shadow sits by my bed
Heavy as a vow
I taste the iron in my sleep
And I want it now
The floorboards learn my steps
The walls hold their breath
I bring you all my fear
I bring you all my death

Hear that low wind call
Through the cracked-in bone
If I break, let me break
At your feet alone
I’ve been marked in ash
I’ve been washed in rain
Now I want that ache
To say my name

Black salt chapel
Take me in
Black salt chapel
Let me sin
I fall, I fall
Right into the hymn
Black salt chapel
Take me in

The room goes still
The floor goes deep
No mercy left
No god to keep
Then the ground gives way
Then the dark comes near
And I learn your touch
Was the thing I feared

Black salt chapel
Take me in
Black salt chapel
Let me sin
I fall, I fall
Right into the hymn
Black salt chapel
Take me in


COMMENTS

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Adain
Adain
20:33 Jun 22 2026

Thank you, for giving me the pleasure of reading your words.





 

Under my veil lyrics

05:41 Jun 21 2026
Times Read: 399


You found me by the gate
Cold hands, velvet smoke
A candle in the sink
And a name you almost spoke

I keep the key on me
Under my tongue at night
You say you want the edge
Come closer, earn the bite

Step in
Step in
Hear it call your name

Lean in
Lean in
You know the shape of the flame

Under my veil
(come on)
Under my veil
(stay close)
You want the pull
You want the spell
Under my veil
(you know)
Under my veil

Your pulse keeps time with mine
Like a knock behind the wall
I wear the dark like silk
And I let it make you fall

A ring of ash, a grin
A stair that doesn’t end
You try to say goodbye
Then you come back again

Step in
Step in
Hear it call your name

Lean in
Lean in
You know the shape of the flame

Under my veil
(come on)
Under my veil
(stay close)
You want the pull
You want the spell
Under my veil
(you know)
Under my veil

I keep the door half-open
Just enough for you
I know what you came for
I know what you’ll do

Your breath in my black lace
Your fear in my hands
One word and you’re mine now
One blink and you understand

Under my veil
(come on)
Under my veil
(stay close)
You want the pull
You want the spell
Under my veil
(you know)
Under my veil

Under my veil
(come on)
Under my veil
(stay close)
You want the pull
You want the spell
Under my veil
(you know)
Under my veil


COMMENTS

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Adain
Adain
17:33 Jun 21 2026

I do enjoy reading your posts.





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
20:03 Jun 21 2026

And I really appreciate that you do :)





 

No title Lyrics

08:18 Jun 20 2026
Times Read: 443


The veil is torn at my collar
Cold dust on the stained floor
I wear the night like a verdict
And I still ask for more

Old teeth behind the silence
Red rain in a silver bowl
I learned to feed on the hungry
Then leave them whole


The room keeps score in the dark
Every pulse, every scar
We alone but not unseen
We alone but not unseen
Forsaken but watched from afar
(we alone)

Anger in the ash
Anticipation in the throat
Despair won't let me sleep
So I wear the oath


I move like a curse in velvet
Through the ash and the bone-white choir
Your fear tastes sweet on the tongue now
Still I never tire

The moon leaves marks on my window
Like claws on a polished casket
I carry a thousand endings
In a blackened packet


The room keeps score in the dark
Every pulse, every scar
We alone but not unseen
We alone but not unseen
Forsaken but watched from afar
(we alone)

Anger in the ash
Anticipation in the throat
Despair won't let me sleep
So I wear the oath

Let them stare through the long black hours
Let the keen-eyed keep their list
I was made in the ruin of power
With a mouth built for this

If the dawn comes, it comes for others
I am already in the dark
Still I feel that distant pressure
Like a hand against my heart

We alone but not unseen
We alone but not unseen
Forsaken but watched from afar
(we alone)

Anger in the ash
Anticipation in the throat
Despair won't let me sleep
So I wear the oath

We alone but not unseen
We alone but not unseen
Forsaken but watched from afar
(watched from afar)


COMMENTS

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Adain
Adain
08:47 Jun 20 2026

Really enjoyed this.





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
09:13 Jun 20 2026

Thank you :) I appreciate everyone who reads my journal.





Adain
Adain
10:03 Jun 20 2026

I'll add you to my journal favs if I may. I enjoy reading them.





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
15:18 Jun 20 2026

Of course :)





Adain
Adain
16:31 Jun 20 2026

Thanks. I'll rate your profile with a 10 while it's in my mind too.





 

Black Red Fade

07:48 Jun 20 2026
Times Read: 449


White masks at the door
Hands on the tray
That red in the glass
Won’t stay away
She tastes the iron
Then the room starts to bend
My name on her tongue
And the edges cave in

One blink
Then two
Her hands go numb
The floor comes loose

Black red fade
Black red fade
She falls away
Black red fade

Black red fade
Black red fade
I hear her scream
Then black red fade

They circle her chair
Like ghosts in a ring
Soft shoes on the tile
No mercy in them
Her eyes fight the dark
But the dark wins fast
The ceiling breaks open
And shadows collapse

One breath
Then none
Her sight goes thin
The night comes on

Black red fade
Black red fade
She falls away
Black red fade

Black red fade
Black red fade
I hear her scream
Then black red fade


Tell me who sent them?
Tell me why?
Why did they smile
While her light ran dry?
I pound on the glass
I call her name
But her world turns over
And swallows the flame

Black red fade
Black red fade
She falls away
Black red fade

Black red fade
Black red fade
Hold her close
Then black red fade


COMMENTS

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Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
08:08 Jun 20 2026

Excellent





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
08:21 Jun 20 2026

How so?





 

Ash Under Moon

07:31 Jun 20 2026
Times Read: 451


I sit where the stone is split
Knees in the wet black moss
Fangs against a prayer
Hands folded cross to cross
My blood is night and ember
My breath is graveyard cold
I count the names I never knew
Inside this marrowed skull


Mother of crows, father of ash
Which one left this mark?
I taste old iron on my tongue
And I speak to the dark
Was I born from a kiss
Or dragged from a fevered vow?
Was I made in the ruin
Or made from the ruin now?


And the wind turns slow
Over thorn and bone
Something huge is circling
Coming for my bones


Show me where I began
Show me what I am
Storm over the black hill
Come and take my hand
Show me where I began
I can wait in the sand
When the sky splits open
I will understand


The moon hangs like a nail
In the torn gray cloth of dusk
I hear the fir trees bending
Like they know the truth about us
A ring of rain on the horizon
A mouth full of burning glass
It rolls across the valley
And the dead grass leans back


Now the air goes thin
Now the crows go still
I feel the answers waking
Clawing at the hill


Show me where I began
Show me what I am
Storm over the black hill
Come and take my hand
Show me where I began
I can wait in the sand
When the sky splits open
I will understand


If I was made for hunger
Then let it speak my name
If I was born of sorrow
Then I wear that flame
Thunder, come and name me
Lightning, cut me clean
I will not turn away now
I need what lies in between


Show me where I began
Show me what I am
Storm over the black hill
Come and take my hand
Show me where I began
I can wait in the sand
When the sky splits open
I will understand
Show me where I began
Show me what I am


COMMENTS

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Ink Below stone lyrics

07:22 Jun 20 2026
Times Read: 454


I kneel where the cave mouth thins
Under a skin of stone
Old books breathe dust and cedar
Incense in the bone

My hands rest cold and still
On a cracked black slab
I count my pulse by hunger
And let the silence grab

Deep below the root lines
Something keeps its flame
A lock of gold, a silver sign
And a voice that knows my name

Someone's waiting there
In the hidden dark
Someone's waiting there
With a secret mark
I go down, down, down
To the room of old lies
Someone's waiting there
(Waiting there)


Shelves like teeth in shadow
Stacked to the wet stone wall
Glass jars of ash and petals
Watch the lantern fall

A page turns by itself now
Slow as a prayer
I taste the iron in the air
And know you're already there

Deep below the root lines
Something keeps its flame
A lock of gold, a silver sign
And a voice that knows my name

Someone's waiting there
In the hidden dark
Someone's waiting there
With a secret mark
I go down, down, down
To the room of old lies
Someone's waiting there
(Waiting there)

No grave for what I carry
No sleep for what I know
Your shadow leans from the far shelf
Soft as buried snow

You lift the seal between us
You place it in my hand
One truth more ancient than the teeth
That pulled me from the sand

Someone's waiting there
In the hidden dark
Someone's waiting there
With a secret mark
I go down, down, down
To the room of old lies
Someone's waiting there
(Waiting there)


COMMENTS

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09:09 Jun 19 2026
Times Read: 493


*female voice* ∆Male voice∆

∆ I saw you in the chapel smoke
Black lace, red eyes, gold in your throat
You grinned like you knew my name
Then the whole dark room caught flame ∆

*You touched my hand, I lost my nerve
Every cold kiss I’ve never heard
Your spell hit hard, my bones went bright
Like a match in the dead of night *


∆ Come closer, don’t you run ∆
*I’ve waited years for one like you*
∆ Your blood runs warm through the shadows ∆
*∆ Mine beats wild when you do ∆*


∆ Hold me, my midnight bride
Hold me, let the fear subside
You and me, we burn as one ∆
*we burn as one*

∆ Hold me, my midnight bride
I found my home on the other side
You and me, we chase the dawn ∆
*chase the dawn*


∆ You were born from fang and flame
Moonlit curse in a velvet frame
I was forged in brimstone fire
Now your name is my only desire ∆

*Your laugh cut through my ancient rage
I broke my chains, I cracked my cage
When your wings brushed my demons away
Even hell had to step back and sway*

*Come closer, don’t you hide*
∆ I know the hunger in your eyes
If the world wants blood, let it go ∆
*∆ We’ll leave it all behind tonight ∆*


∆ Hold me, my midnight bride
Hold me, let the fear subside
You and me, we burn as one ∆
*we burn as one*
∆ Hold me, my midnight bride
I found my home on the other side
You and me, we chase the dawn ∆
*chase the dawn*

* When the wolves start howling low
And the holy flames all bend and glow *
∆ Say my name, I’ll answer fast
I was lost till you held me last ∆


∆I’m your curse, I’m your crown
I’ll never let this fever drown∆

*I’m your night, I’m your sign
Come on, devil, make me mine*


COMMENTS

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Adain
Adain
09:32 Jun 19 2026

Really amazing.

I got heavily into that reading that. Love it. I do hope you write more.





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
10:27 Jun 19 2026

Thank you :)





Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
22:04 Jun 19 2026

.loveit





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
07:03 Jun 20 2026

Thank you cadrewolf





 

Wake up daughter of the dark

06:17 Jun 19 2026
Times Read: 499


Deep under red clay,
You dreamed in starlight dust.
Bones of the old hill,
Held you like a trust.
I walked the cemetery road,
With a voice cut thin.
Tasted the iron moon,
And I called you in.

Hear me through the roots,
Hear me through the stone.
I know what you are,
I know you’re not alone.

Wake up, daughter of the dark
(awake, awake)
Wake up, daughter of the dark
Your name still shakes the bark
I called your name below
And the whole earth starts to glow
Wake up, daughter of the dark
(awake, awake)

Your eyes were two cold comets,
Buried in the clay.
Hair like a blackened river,
Pulling night away.
You rose with soil on your shoulders,
A crown of shattered sky.
I smiled with all my hunger,
You looked right through my lie.

Hear me through the roots,
Hear me through the stone.
I came from the long night,
To wake what sleeps alone.

Wake up, daughter of the dark
(awake, awake)
Wake up, daughter of the dark
Your name still shakes the bark
I called your name below
And the whole earth starts to glow
Wake up, daughter of the dark
(awake, awake)

Now the grave grass bends,
Now the crows go still.
You touch the heart of thunder,
You bend it to your will.
I am only a shadow
With a mouthful of need,
But you, born of heaven,
You make the dead all bleed.

Wake up, daughter of the dark
(awake, awake)
Wake up, daughter of the dark
Your name still shakes the bark
I called your name below
And the whole earth starts to glow
Wake up, daughter of the dark
(awake, awake)


COMMENTS

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Blood Moon children Lyrics

06:48 Jun 17 2026
Times Read: 539


I woke in the ash
With a ring of frost
Old names on my tongue
And a mouth full of dawn

Black lace on my skin
Silver in my veins
I hear the old house
Call my name

A hand on the window
A sigh in the bone
I know I’m not
The only one olaru

Hear that low cry
Under the eaves
Jyr like me
Still believes

The night keeps score
The night keeps rovun
If you know the mark
Then answer mine

Blood moon children, answer me
Blood moon children, come and see
We are the hunger
We are the key
Blood moon children, call back to me

Blood moon children, take my hand
Blood moon children, make your stand
Come out of shadow
Come out and breathe
Blood moon children, call back to me

Cathedral of brambles
Wet with the rain
I trace every omen
Again and again

My shadow is standing
A step behind
With eyes like a match
In the dark of my mind

I taste old thunder
I taste the gate
Something is waking
Something won’t wait

Hear that low cry
Under the eaves
Someone like me
Still believes

The night keeps score
The night keeps time
If you know the mark
Then answer mine

Blood moon children, answer me
Blood moon children, come and see
We are the hunger
We are the key
Blood moon children, call back to me

Blood moon children, take my hand
Blood moon children, make your stand
Come out of shadow
Come out and breathe
Blood moon children, call back to me

I don’t need a savior
I don’t need a crown
Just one more heartbeat
Cutting through the sound

If you’re out there waiting
If you’ve felt the shift
Meet me where the roses
Learn to sing

Blood moon children, answer me
Blood moon children, come and see
We are the hunger
We are the key
Blood moon children, call back to me


COMMENTS

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Red church Hymn

07:37 Jun 16 2026
Times Read: 568


I sat cross-legged in the ash
Palm to palm, I held my breath
Moonlight split the cellar glass
And I drifted out of flesh

My fangs felt cold against my gums
My veins like wire under skin
Then I saw that old church rise up
Like a scar I walked back in


Black roses on the altar rail
Red smoke curling through the beams
I heard my name in the stone walls
Like it came from another dream


In the red church
I found my ghost
In the red church
I found the most
Blood in the glass
Blood in the gold
(come home) (come home)
We were never alone


There were women in their lace and soot
Men with rings and fever eyes
All of us with midnight in our blood
All of us with holy lives

The candles dripped like broken vows
The floorboards throbbed beneath our feet
We raised our hands and made it breathe
Like an old song we couldn't leave


Black roses on the altar rail
Red smoke curling through the beams
I heard my name in the stone walls
Like it came from another dream


In the red church
I found my ghost
In the red church
I found the most
Blood in the glass
Blood in the gold
(come home) (come home)
We were never alone

I was born with a split moon heart
Half a grave, half a fire
Now I know why I keep returning
To the place of my desire

If the world forgets my face
I'll still kneel where the shadows grow
'Cause that broken house of winter prayers
Is the only home I know


In the red church
I found my ghost
In the red church
I found the most
Blood in the glass
Blood in the gold
(come home) (come home)
We were never alone

In the red church
We rose from stone
In the red church
We made it home
Blood in the glass
Blood in the soul
(come home) (come home)
We were never alone


COMMENTS

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Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
09:01 Jun 16 2026

Nice words is this a song





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
16:26 Jun 16 2026

Yes it is





 

Nail in the throat

07:02 Jun 16 2026
Times Read: 572


I sit with my fangs tucked in
Cross-legged in the salt-stained dusk
Wax on the floorboards
Cold bead on my wrist
I count the cuts in my breath
I count the names I lost
Then the dark unfolds a hallway
And it opens on your faces

All the mourning ones
In their black lace shrouds
Hands full of candles
Eyes full of old rain
They move like they know me
Like they’ve come to wake me up
And the room starts turning
Slow as a prayer

I saw it all
I saw it all
The mourning ones
Were sharpening the dawn
I saw it all
I saw it all
Something is coming
And I’m not alone (not alone)

Then the vision flips
To a boat cut loose at sea
Your pale hands spread wide
Against the crossbeam mast
A nail through the throat
Pinning every plea in place
You thrash for the deep
But the water stays beneath you

Black waves rise below
Like a mouth that won’t close
You beg the hull to break
You beg the moon to blink
But the sky keeps watching
With that same dead calm
And the ship keeps your body
From choosing the sink

I saw it all
I saw it all
The mourning ones
Were sharpening the dawn
I saw it all
I saw it all
Something is coming
And I’m not alone (not alone)

So I open my mouth
And I taste the iron wind
I let the fear pass through me
Like smoke through a cracked door
If I’m meant to wake
Then wake me cruel and whole
If I’m meant to drown
Then teach me how to hold

I saw it all
I saw it all
The mourning ones
Were sharpening the dawn
I saw it all
I saw it all
Nail in the throat
But the tide won’t let go (won’t let go)
I saw it all
I saw it all
Something is coming
And I’m not alone (not alone)


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Golden steps

06:41 Jun 16 2026
Times Read: 574


Golden steps
Down the first few steps
They catch the fire low
Gold on every edge
Like they were made to glow

Stone under my hands
Cold as river bone
Each turn pulls me down
Deeper into the unknown

And I can smell it now
Old pages in the air
Incense in the dark
Like a spell hangs there

Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)
Take me to the glow
(Show me now)
Crystal colors bloom
In the hidden room
Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)

At the bottom, there it is
A cave of living light
Ruby, jade, and blue
Breaking through the night

Walls like frozen song
Cut from rainbow flame
Every shard says my name
And I shout it back the same

Heart up in my throat
I can hardly breathe
Like I found a secret
Waiting there for me

Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)
Take me to the glow
(Show me now)
Crystal colors bloom
In the hidden room
Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)

I came here trembling
Now I’m laughing out loud
Dust on my boots
But I’m floating now

The dark just opened
Like a jeweled sunrise
And I’m falling forward
With fire in my eyes

Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)
Take me to the glow
(Show me now)
Crystal colors bloom
In the hidden room
Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)

Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)
I found a world of gold
(And I’m not done)
Rainbow sparks explode
In the cave below
Golden steps below
(Down, down, down)


COMMENTS

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Door in red

04:34 Jun 16 2026
Times Read: 589


I found it in the hall

A scar across the frame

Paint like dried confession

Still warm around the name

It sighed when I stepped closer

Like it knew my face

Then something old in the hinges

Started giving chase

And it leaned in

Slow and red

Like a mouth that never fed

I heard my own name

Near the floor

Then the silence wanted more

Door in red, door in red

It called me down, it called me in

Door in red, door in red

The dark remembered where I've been

(door in red)

It opens slow

(door in red)

It wants me known

A cold breath crossed the threshold

Like fingers on my throat

The wood began to tremble

As if it learned to խոսk

Something moved behind it

Hungry and awake

Not a face, not a shadow

Just the sound it makes

And it leaned in

Slow and red

Like a mouth that never fed

I heard my own name

Near the floor

Then the silence wanted more

Door in red, door in red

It called me down, it called me in

Door in red, door in red

The dark remembered where I've been

(door in red)

It opens slow

(door in red)

It wants me known

Now the room is narrowing

The air is turning thin

A voice comes through the crack

And everything begins

It does not ask for mercy

It does not need a key

It only keeps on calling

Till the listener is me


Door in red, door in red

It called me down, it called me in

Door in red, door in red

The dark remembered where I've been

(door in red)

It opens slow

(door in red)

It chose my soul

Door in Red
Door in Red


COMMENTS

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Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
06:04 Jun 16 2026

excellent





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
06:24 Jun 16 2026

Thank you. How are you?





 

Black chapel pulse

04:06 Jun 16 2026
Times Read: 594


Black ash on your tongue
Cold hands in the sink
Mirror keeps your face
Like it knows what you think

Wax on the altar
Drips slow down the stone
I hear you behind me
But I came here alone

Count the steps
Count the names
Hold your breath
Feed the flame

The room leans in
Like a wound
Something wakes
In the darkened pew

Black chapel pulse
Black chapel pulse
Say my name in the dust
Black chapel pulse

Black chapel pulse
Black chapel pulse
We rise where the свечи burned
Black chapel pulse

Your ring on the ledge
Your coat on the door
I trace the cracked floor
Like a map to the war

Salt in my pockets
Iron on my skin
Every little curse
Lets the living in

Count the steps
Count the names
Hold your breath
Feed the flame

The walls start to hum
Then they crack
I hear the old choir
Calling back

Black chapel pulse
Black chapel pulse
Say my name in the dust
Black chapel pulse

Black chapel pulse
Black chapel pulse
We rise where the свечи burned
Black chapel pulse

Kneel for the echo
Stand for the threat
I wore your shadow
Like a chain round my neck

Now the bell swings low
Now the floor splits wide
I let the night in
I let it inside

Black chapel pulse
Black chapel pulse
Say my name in the dust
Black chapel pulse

Black chapel pulse
Black chapel pulse
We rise where the свечи burned
Black chapel pulse


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Feathers in the dark

09:12 Jun 15 2026
Times Read: 642


I woke in a crypt of salt

Mouth full of iron taste

My coffin split like bark

And the dark began to shake

At my shoulder, something moved

A fold I never named

Pale feathers under skin

Like a bruise with wings aflame

I turned to the black glass

Saw bone become a gate

A second spine uncurled

And called my ancient name

Feathers in the dark

(Feathers in the dark)

I was born for night

But not for earth

Cold between the stars

(Cold between the stars)

My true kind waits for me

Where the dead are worth


I smell snow on dead suns

I taste the vacuum plain

A trail of ash and moon-blood

Running through my veins

The chapel bells are dust

The graves are full of worms

But overhead, I hear

A choir with no return


Their song cuts through my ribs

Like glass through velvet skin

It says, "Come home, blood child

Your exile ends within"

Feathers in the dark

(Feathers in the dark)

I was born for night

But not for earth

Cold between the stars

(Cold between the stars)

My true kind waits for me

Where the dead are worth

I spread them wide

And the ceiling dies

One breath, one scar

Then I leave the sky behind

No holy name

Can seal this seam

I am the hunger

That remembers what it means

[Final Chorus]

Feathers in the dark

(Feathers in the dark)

I was born for night

But not for earth

Cold between the stars

(Cold between the stars)

My true kind waits for me

Where the dead are worth

Feathers in the dark

(Feathers in the dark)

Take my name apart

I am yours at last

Feathers in the Dark
Feathers in the Dark


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Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
18:43 Jun 15 2026

Excellent words





ItaluDroked
ItaluDroked
03:15 Jun 16 2026

Thank you very much ✨





 

Gray hands (A song I wrote inspired by me meditating)

09:07 Jun 15 2026
Times Read: 653


I fell through a black blue seam
Where the stars were the only thing
No floor, no pull, no down
Just glitter hanging all around

I floated past a silver moon
Like it knew my name too soon
Then the silence split my skin
And I saw the gray hands in

They came in from nowhere
Cold as a blade
Two ash-colored fingers
Finding my face

My chest went hollow
My pulse went thin
I felt my shadow
Tugged from within


Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
You pulled my soul on strings
You pulled my soul on strings

Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
I was fire in the void
Now I shake like a toy

They ripped me out of the stars
Like a secret from my scars
I hit the edge of night
With my teeth clenched tight

Then I felt those strings
Hooking every broken thing
Wrist to spine to breath
Like a puppet dressed in death

I screamed with no sound
In that endless black
My heart was a room
That they kept dragging back

And rage lit up
Like a match in rain
I spat at the dark
And tore at the chain

Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
You pulled my soul on strings
You pulled my soul on strings

Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
I was fire in the void
Now I shake like a toy

I saw my own hands shake
I saw my own name break
But the fear turned sharp
And the dark gave way

If you want my ghost
You’ll have to fight
I’m not your doll
I’m not your night

Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
You pulled my soul on strings
You pulled my soul on strings

Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
I was fire in the void
Now I burn, now I bite

Gray hands, let me go
Gray hands, let me go
I came back from the edge
With the stars in my throat


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