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The truth is I have never understood why girls or guys would get upseat over a break up I been though so many of them and never really cared. I mnea I cared about that person but i was not upseat over the break up. well I started dating my bff James. and well we broke up and we are closer then ever and every thing, he startd dating one of his exs. and since he told me he ha been asking me all most every day if I am upseat and mad about it and I told him I;m not upset or mad about it. but the turht is i am upset. I dont tell him that cuz I dont want him to feel bad and no im not mad and yes I am happy for him. I want him to be happy. I wrote a poem to him and was thinking about giving it to him. but When I would out he had a gf I changed my mind and burned it i have a copy its in my poem book but the one I was going to give to him is gone and yea. I love him and all ways will. I'm not just another girl i'm diffrent from every one else. but some times i belive that am just another girl to him. any ways just felt like saying some thing but I would never say nay of this to James..

I keep thinking how every one is so negative now of days. No matter how much pain one gose though, I belive that every one should get the pain and the things that they have been through and put it in a box I call "my experience box" Every thing bad or any thing that has hurt you put into this box and say "I'm not going to let any thing take me down. This will help me in the future, and may just help some one else as well." It's helping me get though the hardest time of my life. I will all ways keep fighting no matter what gets into my path. If any one needs to talk. let me know, ^.^

Well I'm bored, and looking for the truth in the world. I can see that most of what people say now of days are lies. It's sad, I mean really? Why dose every one have to lie about every thing? And why do people try hurting each other, calling names, and so on. I mean, there is no need for it. We could easily have world peace. *Sighs* But we all know that there will all ways be at least one person that wont just shut up and be kind to others. like my mother all ways said to me "If have nothing to say, then dont say any thing at all."