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Hate is to love,

And to love is to hate

But loving me is your worst mistake.

Shallo eyes

Always watching me.

Judging me for what I look like,

And telling me who to be.



Shallow eyes

Pint and laugh

They jugde and forsake me

For my troubled past



Shallow eyes

Torture my soul,

But the pain they inflict will only make me whole.



Shallow eyes

Created me

They caused me to become,

What Ive came to be.



Shallow eyes

have made me what I am

So this where I will always stand

Kiss me deep with poisen lips

with ivory fangs white to the tips.



Drain my blood,

And take my life

Take me as your eternal wife.



Join me now in eternal night

Grow silken wings

And take graceful flight.



Caome with me now,

Take my hand

I own you now,

Please understand.



Ive been hurt to many times

Ive been the victem of some awful crimes.



your mine now

And theres nothing you can do

I told you lover

I own you.

Its so dark and yet you help me see

Your always there helping and guiding me.

I feel your flesh so close to mine.

I feel you love for me, so pure and divine.



Everytime you kiss me I feel passion in your lips.

The same passion I feel when you cares my hips.



As you gently kiss and caress my neck, I wisper to you,

"this is something you will not regret"



Then you lay me down

with gentle loving care.

You kiss me softly,

As your fingures run through my hair.



You kiss and caress me

And then you undress me.



Passionet love we will make,

Though Im young its not a mistake.



Then we cuddle as passionet lovers,

A few months later Im a mother.

"slash"

Here come the blood

here comes the pain

I have nothing to loose

and nothing to gain

Pools of blood on the floor

Look into my eyes

my life is no more

Though Im dead

I still live

with no life left

and nothing love to give

Im dead, souless,

and yet still alive

I look at myself and see emtyness inside.



As I sit here mindlessly knawing on my pen,

I ask in silence

"why did have to end?"

So many ways to numb my pain,

But none ever waork,

And it drives me insane.

Why did he have to hurt me so?

Wy is my heart left cold in the snow?

Bitter this truly is,

My heart is free

And yet still his.Blood gushing from my wrist

Who knew love could make me so pissed.

Quote: "it is batter to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all"

Thats not true!!

Look at what love has done to me,

Its destrayed all ym friend and family.

I will never love the same way,

This is my new vow,

"I will try to avoid love,

Though Im not sure how

Its to painful,

Full of lies and deciet and I wont let love bring me to my defeat.

I dont ever want to love anyone ever again.

And If my pain shalt not end,

Then my knife is my only friend.

Take my flesh and drink my blood

Rid me of the pains of love.

Be not with me life and love,

I belong to the stares above.

Forsake me love forsake me god,

Im no longer yours but s child of Nodd.

Blessed innocent blood,

Key to the heavens above.

I had nothign to loose except my soul.

Now its gone and I am whole.

"Slash"

more blood,

No daeth

No need to take a new breath.

Woonds heal

Scares fade,

Now Im a part of the Masquerde

Love is a lie and so is life,

Its nothing more then pain and strife . . .

You could end my pain here and now,

You could end my suffering

And only you know how

Forsake me love

Forsake me light

The way you do

all children of night

Forsake me sun

Frosake me god

Cast me to

The land of Nodd

Embrace me hate

Embrace me night

Shadows and Demons

Assist my plight

Embrace me flesh

Embrce me blood

Save me from what Ive become

Turn back time

Begin again

Over and over

and itll never end

Forever and ever it has gone

Begging at night

and ending at dawn

With cats cunning

and wolfs strengths

Over many distances

and many lengths

Through the night I will walk

Alone in darkness I shall stalk

When you see me please dont run

The chase only makes even more fun.

Side by side we shall stand,

Until we fade holding hands.



My vow to you my love, whom has long sence forsaken me...Sean.

Our love is bitter sweet

It hurts like hell and stills my heart beat.

our love is the stinging anticeptic, that burns but heals my broken bloody heart.



I love you.

You know who you are lover boy.