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Draw in closer and let me tell you

The exact words you dismissed

The blood running down my face

As I cry and cry

The hunger is so strong

But I'm unable to eat

For the hunger is not what you expect

For it's something that can never be

My hunger calls for myself to draw my life closer

To that day that my eyes finally open

Is it scorn or forever broken

I will never know

For I am no longer a child of life.

I hold onto your hands as I hang over the edge

Hoping you don't drop me and let me fall

To the hardships and the jagged hopes and lost dreams

And love that my sould would scream.

Ceased within my chest my heart is black

Bleeding purple blood

With every drop of that blood

Is a piece of my everlasting story.

Gather them to understand me

But before I can even wish for that day to come

I have to wait.

For you have never truly seen the life stolen

Are you going to wait for the purple rain? By that time I'll say my last breath and breathe my last word

Then I'll be free from the cruelnessness of this world.

--Save-Me-Free-!--

:Kaitlyn Von'Rolfe

The rain tapping on my window as the darkness falls and fills the night sky,

In my mind is racing speeds

That cannot stop the lie.

You told me I was safe now,

You told me I was home,

But now that I sit here waiting,

I begin to lose all hope.

The darkness surrounds the house then soon it is inside,

Hiding me from my fears,

Calling me to die.

I couldn't escape it,

Not even if I tried.

My dreams and hopes have ceased,

Along with my heart I will die.

Love is like a rose peddal

Hate is like your hand

Take it away and slap it down

Then you have the end.

Cannot unbreak what's broken

Your love was my richest token.

Now you step and throw it to the ground

You can't hear it but I hear the loudest pound

Of my heart and the pain that crawls through

Worst part is you still don't have a clue.

My dreams are my only escape

From this bottle since you walked away.

So now I drink it down one then two and three at a time

Lose the painful memories from my mind.

But now I see why you linger

It's there forever to make me stronger.

Put it down then step away

One step closer to the pain

Now I use this to sit and learn

The times we've shared is the strength I earn.

Now I'll show you what I can be

Close your eyes and the last thing you sense is me.

Love is now just an annoying pest

So drown in yourself and I'll wait for your untimely death.

--Sweet Dreams---

:Kaitlyn Von'Rolfe