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I'm sorry I caused you agony

I'm sorry I caused you pain

I'm sorry I hurt you so much you wince every time you here my name.

I can't take back the things i've done

Nor the words i've said

I so dearly wish I could as the moment plays back in my head

I'm not worth your time

This I know

But I still want you

With all my heart and soul

You may fear the pain I broughtin

And I may never be able to take it out

But I love you this is no doubt

My heart is an endless wandering path.

My mind is numb as a body walking through a winter storm.

My composure is crumbling to every last fragmant as is time itself was unwinding.



I drown within my own thoughts wishing to understand.

Not why I am lost, yet how.

A snowstorm blows into my mind erasing hope of a conclusion.

It is cold my, my heart sinking in to a bleak abyss.



Will I ever be able to relenquish the pain.

I imagine it is possible.

I guess it is.Or it could only be a fantasy, that a foolish child dreams.





I will get out of the abyss, I will make it out.

Though it may take all my life, I will keep hold to my mind.

I will grasp to hope as it is the thing that shall save me.

Though it may very well be.

I am lost and wish to get out!

The brightness surrounds me

The walls enclose me

There is silence.

But it is not piercing, Rather it is begged for to keep the peace.

Someone is with me, or at least I think.

Is it them? Have they come?!

No.

It is but a mere part.

Somthing for which we so reach but never touch.

This person is precious to me, it is in thier touch in which I find forgiveness.

The warmth of thier hands, happiness sprouting for the first time.

It is in thier soft murmur which I feel they are the one I love.

I feel them by my side, they are never truly there so... I am waiting for all eternity

It is the pleasure of thier presence and the anticipation of there arrival that makes this place so great.

I wish for nothing more than to smell the warmth radiating off them.

Thier touch is like an angel's wing.

Thier breath life a warm mist.

Thier warmth like the joyful tears of a child.

This place, in his arms, is my perfect place.

Rather feeling.

I will spend eternity waiting, longing in such a beautiful place.

For the person who is precious to me.