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the roaring winds are stirring inside of me again. angry and confused , misunderstood, forgotten and used. That emotional wind is back clouding me mind and this time it seems like there wont be any warmth to calm it down again. feeling like this makes me wonder how is there anything good out there. Pain is all around me and times when it becomes to much I wish i could hide.. Hide away some were far away where its nice and calm..the feeling that washes over me trying to drown me is that sill feeling you get when you think you have done something wrong to the one you love and yet you know deep inside all you did was try and express your feelings whether they where good feelings or not. just once i would like to feel safe and loved at the same time.

im sorry if i yell.

im sorry if it seems like im complaining to much.

im sorry if you think the only way to salve a problem is to let me when.

im sorry if i don't do things right or say the right things.

im sorry no matter what I do I can only say Im sorry but it seem more and more thats not enough to make you happy any more.

I don't know what to do anymore Im only being me.

I feel lost now that I am being me.



all I can say is Im sorry