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Have you ever felt numb after a stessful event?



I have and there is no other words besides numb to discribe how I felt today.

Normally computers come very easy to me but for some reason my IT class is harder then it should be. That is mostly because it is very detailed. Most of its detail is in a program called SAM. It also doesn't help that my Professor refuses to help me and when he does its almost as if I am wasting his time. I had homework to turn in and a test to take this morning. Come to find out that I couldn't turn in my home work because the SAM's program turns off at the start of the class which my Professor failed to inform me of that when I asked if I could turn it in a little late.

To top that off I bombed my test because of the insturctions asked me to do a formula in Excel which I could do very well only because it was asking me to do something I had no clue how to do. I don't remember ever going over it in class or having any class work that had me do this comand.

This bugs me alot only because I try my hardest to do my very best but if I don't have the right information on how to do something how can I do my best.

I started out feeling like I was going to cry but then I didn't care I went numb to what had happen. I just feel like I'm surfing high tides with out a surf bord.