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My minute with alex...

Alex was my friend when I was younger. YOU may think i'm crazy but he was here for my mom to. Alex wasnt alive. Alex kept me alive. I had nothing, I was going through a drug addiction. Alchohol abuse. Cutting, Sucide attempts, and when I thought there was nothing there. No one left. Alex would come around. When ever I was doing drugs. Or cutting in my room, Alex would throw pennies at my mom whereever she was. Alex was about 13 years old, He was killed by his father in the bathtub of our house. His father was here to. Every time his father came around me. It upset Alex very much. The only time ALex would ever really act up. It's kinda cool to be able to say that some one dead kept me alive. If it wasnt for Alex i probably wouldn't be here. He gave me hope, I was 15 years old and alone. I never really saw alex. He wrote to me in the steam of the shower and I wrote back. He'd send me lil signs. like lighting my fav candle. Or something like that. I loved that kid like a brother..

One night. I decided I was going to get clean, Get sober and stay that way, I dumped out what coke i had left, and i sat on the bed. I saw a white glowing light. in front of me, I knew it was alex. I was a bit scared but the only thing i knew to do was to reach out my arm and let him know that i was ok. he stood there i sat there. looking pretty much face to face. He extended his "arm" and touched my hand. I layed down. AND the light moved to on my bed almost like he was trying to lay down as well, The phone rang and I jumped up, Alex left. that was thelast time that I saw him. Or heard from him again, I'M 19 years old now, I remember my minute with Alex like it was last night.

I felt so alive for that moment, So loved. So touched. I was crying and shaking after words.It was amazing, and after that night, I had no withdrawls from my addictions, Surprising bc i had tried to quit b4. I got pregnant a few months later, and then i had my baby boy. adn life couldnt be better now. From that night forth it was like everything was ok..

You can think i'm crazy I don't blame you. But it was very much real, for me and my mother.. Alex brought us so close. I can't thank him enough, I just thought i'd share this with you all..

Thanks for your time..

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ChemicalxReaction
17:10 Jun 15 2008

That is indeed, Amazing. I dont think you're crazy. =]

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