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I'm kinda lost these days since my dream of joining the army was shattered do to my mental issues my life has been in a complete stand still. Note I do not write in these journals online to get sympathy, I'm writing to get my life out there my story, my thoughts. So if something happens to me at a least there is a part of me out there. And I might as well leave a part of me here with like minded people. But oh well I'm unemployed at the moment gonna try to work something out so I can move on and maybe some how and get a job

Blood taste pretty awesome. Tho I have nerver tasted human blood, animal blood is pretty yummy and you can make pancakes with it. I might make some this weekend I can highly recommend blood pudding as well.

I been considering running from my home and living a life adventureing and roaming the night. Maybe I can at some point find a place to call home again. My life is pretty hollow and my future isn't looking that good either. I wonder if it be worth the risk