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i want to help those who ask me for it but i guess i'm no good at it i took alot of my sould and time to help and after a conversation i had earlier tonight





i had a sense of happyness with what i was doin now i sit here cry and i don't know what to do because i'm useless



i guess its time for me to go back to my dark hole. To those who care i'm sory i wish i could have been able to help but its not enough.

man its been six fucking months since the last time i fed. and i can't find a donor if i don't feed soon i don't know what i will do. I'm head hurts my blood burns like fire and my visions is going out. If i don't get to one soon i will feed of instinck and i don't want to hurt no one.

you know just yesterday halloween i took some friends out and one of the parents through a fit about it and the cops got invloved. Now look i understand that parents have the right to beprotective. But one her mom new she was going out it was halloween and two whe never gave her a time to come back home and i was going to get her home a curfue but before i could even get her home on curfue her mom trip and called the cops on me. I don't know what other people think but i think she jumped the gun just a bit. I don't know i just hope she isn't in to much trouble.