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i saw you laying there

with that blank stare.

I looked into your gorgeous eyes

as I laid by your side.

you looked at me

and told me what you saw.

you made my heart melt

because you told me how you truley felt.

I said I love you so much,

and you responded with a hug and said i love you more.

we laid there staring at each other

enjoying the time we spent together.

you wrapped your arms around me

and held me tight.

you gave me a kiss

and said what a dream,

my wish came true

all I ever wanted was to be with you.

I looked into those gorgeous blue green eyes

as tears started to run down my face

you looked at me and asked what’s wrong,

these are tears of joy not sorrow love.

you ran your hand through my hair,

and kissed each one of my tears.

you say I love you so much baby girl

I said I love you more baby.

you are my world and you have my soul

you lay there and stare at me

as you hold me close to your heart

and you never let go.





i miss you i will never forget you jimmy

when u have no light to guide you & no one to walk beside you i will come to you.

when the nit is dark & stormy u wont have to search for mecuz ill be there with you, when your dreams are falling, i will hear your spirt calling for help & ill be there.

even if we cant be together now or forever i will always be there,

we all need somone we can turn to somone who will understand.

so when your soul is dying ill give you mine & tell you to keep on trying.

ill take your hand cuz i told you i would come for you.

staying stong cuz you tell me it will be ok

staying strong cuz you tell me you love me

staying stong cuz you tell me not to worry

staying strong cuz you tell me it will always be me and you.

staying strong cuz thats all i can really do

staying strong cuz im no one with out you

jimmy im staying strong cuz i really love you.

so heart broken cuz im lost without you

so heart broken cuz i dont have you here

so heart broken cuz i gave you my all

so heart broken cuz u are my soul mate

so heart broken cuz u said that u loved me

so heart broken cuz u say that u still want me

so heart broken cuz u got down on one knee

so heart broken cuz it was suppose to always be u and me.

so heart broken cuc ur the only one for me.

i love you so much i always will. our souls will always be intwined.

Oh, for the wanting the yearning look

The feel of his caress across my face,

My hair, my neck, my back

Pulling me into his embrace

The hunger for me in his lips

The desire in his arms

As his hands slide down over my hips

At once my lingering fears are gone

I swim in those warm blue green eyes

Until the first light of dawn

This is how it feels to be loved

My very soul cries!

Trembling, panting, beaming, tears streaming

More than just silver bands

Connect us now for all time

And we lay with his hand in mine

Oh, for the wanting the yearning look

I once knew so well

We lie side by side in a cold dark bed

It's as if I went to sleep in heaven

And I've woken up in hell

I hear I love you every single day

But I'm longing to touch to feel again

And he's content to never truly look my way

He is all I crave

And this is my curse

Why my heart must be sealed like a grave

For what fate can be worse

Than to know the thrill of passion and fire

And to suddenly find your self undesired.

You walked into my life,

not knowing what to expect.

The anger and darkness that filled me frightened you,

but something kept you from leaving me.

Not knowing why you're still here,

your mind is a roller coaster of thoughts,

and feelings you never expected,

But strangely you never wanted them to end.

I could see your feelings grow for me;

the lust in your eyes cannot be mistaken,

with each day it grows more and more,

like the moon in the night's sky.

You're still confused on why you stay,

Knowing that your life could end at any moment.

The danger you're in, from just being with me,

excites you in a way you never knew existed.

What you don't realize is that I know what you are feeling;

you generally love me for the person I am.

What you don't know is that I am not a person at all,

but a creature of the night, a creature that could kill you at any moment.

And yet I let you stay, knowing what I could do,

I fear that I might have feelings for you.

They grow with each passing moment of time we spend together,

but I could never let it go too far, for you would never come back.

So as I watch you, and see your love grow for me,

I know that soon you will be gone forever.

And somehow you know this too,

but you're not afraid you're numbed by your lust for me.

As I watch you die, knowing I could have stopped it,

I tell myself that you meant nothing, but we both know that's not true,

I truly loved you and look at what I did to you.

why the fuck do i try. why do i even bother, im tired of this fuckin life & all this bullshit. im so burnt out on your fuckin words. im so tired of seeing your fuckin face. im so burnt out on all your issuses, i dont give a fuck anymore just dropdead & go to hell bitch. im so burnt out nobody cares nobody wants to understand. nobody will ever look into your eyes & see your pain. im so burnt out on all this bullshit. i turn up my music to block you out.. look into the mirror to see you looking back. take one last hit from this awsome joint & gladly pull the fuckin trigger. guess i was really burnt out on me all along.

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Nedra
00:35 May 02 2009

Please hang on........ *hug*

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xXxRazielxXx
03:36 May 02 2009

wow i like it.the anger and pain just luv it

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Aronoch
05:18 May 02 2009

Your right some done care about others pain and suffering but, there are some of us that have no other choice but to care for others. We are the watchers and protector of others

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DarklingFang
00:32 May 04 2009

emotional, tuching. truly from the heart.

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MorbidAngels15
15:44 May 22 2009

damn this is from the heart

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