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What am I to do now?

I am left Broken, Beat, and Scarred

Am I meant to be alone?

Or is my karma this bad?

I just want to be happy

With someone I love

Who loves me back

But all that happen is

I hurt those I care about

Or wind up hurt myself

Am I really so pathetic?

So now I drag m tattered

Broken, Beat, and Scarred

Heart, mind, body and soul

Into the unknown future

To see what will happen

Good-bye to all

Blessed be

Why do I do this?

All I do is get hurt

What have I done

To warrant this pain

All I want is you

To claim you as mine

To know you love me

As I love you

But every time

I seem close to it

It gets yanked away

And I come crashing down

Yet I come back again

And again I’ll get hurt

Why cant we be together

I don’t understand why

I just want to do

All I can for you

Can we have just one chance

Together

What do these Dreams show me?

A hidden truth

Or a false hope

Showing what i want

But cannot have

I am advised to move on

And to forget about you

But part of me wont

It wants me to stay

Try and sceive those Dreams

I dont know what to choose

Which side is my heart on?

That shall be my answer

But where is my heart at?

Is it with you or is it else where

Is it in my Dreams

Of false hope and darkness

or in Dreams of Thruth

Of reality and the future

I will soon find out

Where it is I am to go