These have not been a good last few months for me because I am a born worrier so I worry about every decision I make, even though I know most of the time It's the right thing to do but sometimes being wrong is a lot more fun! Sometimes I just like to forget all the rules and dress up to take on the town and I can't say I don't love all the looks because everyone where I live used to think I was so sweet well now they know I have a bad side too and occasionally I love to play it up and leave them all with there jaws right down on the ground because they didn't expect that of sweet Kay!!!! :) When I go out on the Harley and ride and go to the biker bar and just play, it's nice sometimes to be an empath and be able to read there thoughts. The snow is finally all gone sense last October. We had a very long and cold winter and really no spring a week or so and then we jumped into mega hot temps but for a short time the daylight is my friend and I get to go outside and swim do the hiking and horseback riding and all the summer things I miss so much during winter. Now that the new house is built I'm excited because for once in my life I got to build my dreamhouse and now it's a reality it has been in my head every sense my trip to West Virginia over 7 years ago when I was there to visit someone it didn't go well but I had a place on the cliff where I sketched everything and it was so beautiful. One day I decided to sketch my perfect home and I made several revisions but I never really ever thought it would become a reality and now that it is I am so excited to move in and start a new life. I sold everything I didn't need and broke my bank but it is all paid for and all mine WOW it has been so many years but I guess all the saving I did finally paid off. I'm proud of myself for staying on task and not spending and there were a lot of times I so wanted to spend but I kept waiting so for once in my life I have something that is all mine and nobody can ever take it away from me, I outright own it!!!!!!
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GothicxxxInside
06:53 Jul 01 2018
you have done extremely well