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I have said it

Many times

But you refuse

To let me speak

Freely

The things

I say and do

Are slowly

Going to get to you

Brush me aside

I have nothing to hide

I will forever be a rebel

This is my rebellion

You ask me to draw

How I feel towards you

You dont want to go there

You will be shocked

But if you insist

Let me verbally paint it



Feel my wrath



You chained to a chair

locked in a room

Clanking of chains

Sound

As you start to sweat

Oh this is where things get interesting

You look around you

As the smell of rotting corpses

Fill your senses

You shudder at the thought

Of their painful ends

Shaking in fear of your own

Struggle I would encourage you

You see it adds to my fun.

The knife cuts deep along your chest

But not enough to kill

Oh no I want to play

As the blade cuts your skin more

You scream

Please scream louder

It is your exquisite pain

That I want to hear

Cutting you free

I drag you to where the chains hang

Now your it chained to a wall.

I fasten a gag to your face

And grin sweetly at you

Before shoving you

Into the hole

I hope you like the dark my love

For this is where you will die

Standing among the corpses

That were walled up

In this cold dark room



As i finish setting the brick

I hear muffled cries

I walk away never to be seen

In the room again



As I look at you

You back away from me

Whats the matter?

I say walking towards you

Did you think

You were going to get away

As I smile a chill ran down

his spine

Welcome my love

To my Demonic Rebellion.

Standing alone

with my thoughts

feelings

Endevours

My eyes clearly open to some

Closed to others

Much like my heart

And mind



The time for change

Is now

It is like water

The current

strong

Sometimes soft

Others turbulent



My words seem vindictive

And they shroud a much darker purpose

But it is just raw ability

My power

Is my pen



Hatred?

Oh no it is not just hatred

It is pain

Torment

Agony

Disgust

Despised emotions

Aggressions

Twords those who wish to see me

Fail

Mentally break down

As I have done so many times

In my own life

Wishing at times my very life

was terminated

This is just on the surface



Under it all

Lies a heart

Much like your own

Yearning for completion

Before the final beat is made

It is like an eternal blaze inside

Wishing the right heart comes

Instead of suffocating the blaze

It is nurtured by the other

Until they both die out.



So like the tide

Change comes

And goes

Like water

Unlike the heart that is unquenchable

Once you understand this my friends

Then and only then will you fully

Know what makes me

And forever standing with you

Or next to you

As a human being.

A woman

Dances alone

Among the trees

In white

Against the pink petals

Of the ancient

Sakura trees



Her raven black hair

Swirling in the gentle breeze

As the petals dance with her

Soft

Fragile

Tender



Branches sway in the breeze

As if conducting

Music to her heart



Her love flowed with her movement

Her soul sang out

Her voice carried on the breeze

Until night fall



Clouds roll in as it rains

The gentle rain falling on the blossoms

But where was she

She was crying

Her tears were the rain



A stone rested among the trees

A gentle rustle moved the petals

Revealing her name

Her body rested there

Her favorite place



So she is seen dancing

By day

By night she cried

As the trees

Contined to play

To her dance of her heart.

I miss you

I miss the talking

That we did

Even if it was

About silly things

Music

Ideas

Of what to do

If we were

Just hanging out.



We didnt say much

When we saw each other

But we knew what the other

Thought

Felt

It was understood



What did you mean

When you said

It wont be the last time...

Its scaring me...

I dont want to lose

I dont want my heart

Broken

My soul shattered

I wont be able

To fix it

Should it be so.



Did you care about me

Or was it a lie

Or a dream

I wanted to feel something

Real

I wanted to believe

In second chances



I dont want to believe

What others say

I want you to show me.

I miss you

but

Do you miss me?

I seem to think

Of you alot lately

This time

I want to break down

Cry

Scream

But mostly die



People tell me that you

Dont care about me

But I feel they are wrong

Others dispise you

For what you stand for

They do not see

What I see

Or know

What I know.



You have the heart

Of a fighter

Strength

That comes from within

Will power of titanium

Spoken harsh words

When necessary.



And yet thats only brushing

The surface

People have chipped away

At you with

Words

Actions

All of which I am guilty of

I am sorry for hurting you



I know it was from a lie

And I was wrong.

But did I lie

When I said

I love you?

No I dont think

I did



Truth is I still

Love you

And so

I hold onto

These precious

Memories

In the hope

That there is a chance

Before darkness consumes

My heart

And death takes my soul

From my body



All I have left

Are Memories

COMMENTS

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Miserysrose
02:14 Apr 17 2012

Your poetry is very haunting and seems to reach out to me. For I feel the same way about life. You are very talented. Thanks

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