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19:30 Aug 23 2008
Times Read: 630

The tropical storm fay. Let me tell you all something about Tropical storm fay. She was good to me to others not so much. I had no internet so I was bored lol I read three books and lol make cookies and hot chocolate. My comfort foods if you would and well my neighbors are what I am grinding about. They b----ed about not having internet but having electricity.I was like you need to be thankful we had electricity for down the block there is none. They shut up go figure mundanes but really makes me think what would happen to them if there was no clean water or no food or worse no toliet.

I think it makes some people work for what they have and then others not so much. Plus they dont know how good they have it until something is gone. I mean there are people in other countries dieing and such for they dont have food shelter or clean water.

I mean can they be more uh crazy?????

anyways I was just venting and lol since I am on the internet I just wanted to vent.

huggins

my god daughter me and shauna the mommy
23:06 Aug 11 2008
Times Read: 636








yeah a happy moment the feline women of riverside got together and got a moment:)

Proud godmother( me holding Katherine) and mommy looking on

meeeeowy

I am a god mommyyyyyyyy 8/6/08
01:46 Aug 07 2008
Times Read: 641

Katherine rose ayers was born today the first day of her life with my best friend shauna and kevin her other half



she is 9 pounds and 2 ounces andddd 22 inches



wow I think it is funny how they are nervous afraid and yet so cute when you see my two computer geeks loving on their baby.



Of course I got gothic stuff for the baby nightmare before xmas stuff and a mr potatoe head vampire hehee so we shall see what happens when the inlaws see me . chuckles they think I am a vampire and yet again I just like wearing black ehhh weird stuff hehee



I love it I can baby sit get my baby juju on and give her back. muhahahaa

8/5/8
01:30 Aug 06 2008
Times Read: 643




My world ehh not as exciting. I work at work comp industry and though it is for the patient. Sometimes I feel insurance people don't care. I hate to say it but I have the opposite issue with race. Manager is black and she hangs with the posse, I do my work and don't pay attention to stupid shit until you place me in the middle of stupid shit.

So I vented how I felt about the women I was surrounded by. By the fact that I dont feel I can go up to her about things for we are so different and on top of it I have an unforgiveness issue for she got our last manager fired and the way it was done was just bad form. So this new manager above dislikes me and finds me stubborn and yet passionate about the patients. She also sees that I am a not talkative and yet I dont care to talk to gossip and rumor monger people. So the rumor mongers bitched about me and lied. So I came back and told her the next day about being cornered to why I don’t care to talk to them. I caught them bitch about me and they thought I was joking when I said their opinions mean nothing. For only god’s opinion does coming from a pagan most people shut their trap for the end of the day.

So I went on a venting day from hell explained this is on my heart and this is why I did not come to you thing. She understood and realizes putting me there was the wrong thing to do and will be moving me again. ;;Rolls eyes ;; got to love cubical hell.

The song hell came to mind and well most of them who believe in it will be. But that is here nor there.

Max and I are doing okay. He and I don’t get to talk much but we are connected when we do talk and I even felt him sing if that makes sense. Yes he has his days of lots of energy and then none at all. But he has gone thru a lot of change with his life and really has a lot on his plate it sounds.

Work is stressing him in the sense that one was after his job. Then he almost got suspended because of the bullshit. He got to talk to his manager and told him what happened and well he is okay and back on track with more hours.  That is my boo.

Emotionally yes a lot has been going on in there. Jack got transformed by Mac. And then new people came into play and some how we got of valeck in a safe way which is good so I am all fine with Conrad. A human changed from vampire to human his mate Niome. She stayed with me for she does not want to be vampire any time soon.

He and I talk about October and plan and I am wanting to make another package but with the over time I have not gotten much accomplished made salts but had not gotten my ducks in a row for the packing piece.

He has me in such away I would be more then willing to have him here for three weeks and not even think twice about it. Again looking forward to that and seeing what he is like from the inside out. I want to hear his voice. I want to see how we interact. I want to see his world as he is not like I. I am not a vampire he is . I am more a spiritualist he is learning. So we blend in ways that others in the past have fallen so short it is not even funny. He calms my nerves and makes me feel okay to yell or cry. He makes me feel alive which I will be honest with you .. I haven’t been in a long time. I am not saying it is perfect but it is as close to it as it gets. :)

Shauna my best bud is having a child this week. LOL I am sooooo happy about being a godmommy again. :)

You get to give the children back. and spoil them all you want. muhahaha got her first star wars baby t and night mare gear :) Of course a baby girl going to be my gothic princess

hehe