My Poetry22:57 Jul 29 2009
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A Link between Two People
Bound by an energy so deep
It makes me feel so complete
Found by the path of time,
Waiting till the day we meet.
For Once Eye to Eye
An obstacle led by dreams
If only it could be redeemed
Of distance known by moments,
For voices shown with it's comments,
If only it could be of less torment.
To be continue...
Until Never..
The feel the waves on my shouder,
Even upon days when I'm forever getting older.
A part of me was gone had made me colder,
I grew as days long gone to make me bolder.
Was the endless knowledge even wiser,
As I sit along the waves and thinking about her.
Am I to comtemplate to feel what's left over,
Was I there in life to be one incomplete lover.
I traveled to gather my thoughts as a loner,
I stop when I've finally found what is forever.
Forever until eternity founds me as never...
Yourself...
One might disagree what my heart tells me,
Thinking back I never see where I'll be.
Such compassion I was told to uphold,
You keep that warmth but nobody knows.
The sense of feeling that you always hide,
Is the same as the fear that you can't decribe.
You think for others when you exclude yourself,
From the happiness you thought you don't deserve.
What will become of your lonely being,
Forcing something so empty that you have no control over seeing.
Your happiness comes when you are yourself,
to think it through no thought of sacrafice.
Soundness...
The frustration you come upon,
Such pain that it is you dwindle on.
You always fight it through all the way,
Embracing your truth day by day.
The mistakes that everybody makes,
You always learn, that's all it takes.
Until one day you find such inspiration,
To search for your further completion.
You smile upon your glimpse of hapiness,
Knowing that life's more than just emptiness.
You close your eyes and clear you mind,
Listening to your heart when your ears are blind.
Where you feel the wind and drops of rain,
You find the comfort in yourself and those you call friends.
Your simple smile...
I wish the very best of success to you my friend,
Everything and never less then what life can comprehend.
Heartless For Taken...
Why do I look so heartless, when I do feel.
What am I taken for granted, is everything for real.
Maybe it's not them but me, who is non-existent.
In your eyes, am I just a replacement?
In my very eyes, I am a vague image.
As it's how I feel, when I sense forgetness.
I can't do much, I can't show much...
Is this what you want, Is this what you see.
As you don't see me, so I begin to fade away.
You let me slip away more and more each day.
I can't be there, nothing I can do.
I look heartless, but always I care for you.
No Mind To It's Back..
I was looking at the moon, the very star before my eyes.
I have the questions in my mind, that told Me I have to find.
I cover to visualize, how I was the same time of those very nights.
I made the choices of uncertainty, I was confuse still no need for me to lie.
I went through with this mindful journey, and I don't question myself why.
I went with what lies ahead, wishing the best and ready for the worst.
Almost at the light, I showed my decisions I have no remorse.
Pathetic Decisions...
The perfection that I am dwindling upon,
Seems like now it's just far and gone.
I thought that I can love whoever,
Until I am told by now and age it's never.
Of all my life my mystery of misunderstanding,
I'm tired to explain to those demandings.
I want to go back into a place with no warmth,
As I am born with one life to be in the shadows.
I'm thinking about the warmth to come,
And waiting until the light comes and reaches my shadows
Upon Your Shadows..
I'm sitting here staring in a window,
Of the names I see when everythings gone.
The thought of it all makes me shallow,
Of all the times to what's said and done.
With whatever care my honesty follows,
I watch over all through moon and sun.
No matter the distance, far and narrow,
I can still see the stars away from me as they run.
But I will be there...always in their shadows.
Six Points
could hear the wind calling to me,
But I don't know what was said.
I looked up at the sky when I don't want to see,
Then I loose my ways because it's blind to me.
Why do we search for the love that will be,
When love right now is already as vast as the sea.
How am I a person that has nothing more to say,
When I am a person with all the love within my heart upon where it lay.
I ponder the class of high and low,
I stay where I am happy down below.
Of all joys but no glory,
I always remember where to began my story.
What those "six" points on the wall mean to me and to my life as I was driven to believe...
For You..
Little by little I drift where I stand alone,
In the night where the only moon glow.
Ending the life of one in the shadows,
Upon light where you are now.
Thinking what's gone on any fateful day,
Holding on to memories with nothing to say.
I became a man traveling on his way,
Ending my hapiness from that very day.
Never to find the place where you lay...
The Key In The Night Sky..
The thought that you have left this world,
Finally in all the truth that hurts.
The image that once left my heart,
Slowly creeps what reality out of me.
The nights we shared; no days can compare,
Rushes through me, a chill need not intro.
The pain gone through the days,
Storms at night can not compare.
The lives that has rested, The One that is left
Let me live to honor to purpose of your existence.
Until one day, I can be happy seeing you after my purpose of existence is done.
The last in the stars that draws a key-a key in the night sky
Come and Go
Opputunities come and go,
More so on then know.
How long ever to go
Seeing Joy onto Sorrow,
As long as there is hope,
Everywhere can be your home.
Go as the minds' wind blow...
Felt as the hearts' instinct show...
Cheer up and smile;Laugher with no denial,
You can't stop what times can grow.
Reflections of Greed
The reflection of happiness upon those greeds,
Is that such an effect seen within me?
Was it all that was meant to be?
Not much on me as seen on you,
The choices that we ponder until we do,
As voices of days wonder trying to see who.
Was that the reflection of happiness upon my greed?
The faces that I care unknown to me as greed,
Is that something I believe which is wrong?
Was it belonging that I kept my hope strong?
The decisions that came to, until we act,
As answers kept final to walk and not turning back.
Was that the faces that I care unknown to me as greed?
One Eerie Road
I started to walk silently down an eerie path,
The fog kicked in as mother nature begins her wrath.
I looked up to glimps at the starry night,
The bow and arrow are always there to guide me through the night.
I headed towards the direction of the seven stars,
The drops of light that was for you and me always afar.
I remember the old aged nights but not the reflection,
The ever changing universe always changing directions.
I realize the road of mist and smoke,
The lost feelings like a laugh in a joke.
I believe once that I know the way,
The darkness under the clouds still making it hard at times somedays.
I know that nothing is definite and forever,
The times on the old dark road taught me to never say never.
I don't know how far and how long till I can see,
The end of this eerie road to reached an tend to be...
Struggling Smile
How far must the Struggle, To show no Pain?
How close is your Pain, Beneath your very Skin?
You force a simple smile, Thinking how it would show.
You flow as if no denile, Knowing the lies from within.
Why must there be lies, That no one needs to know?
Why not there be truth, That everyone can share?
You gave none but blank stares, As if without a care.
You take all but honesty, As if truth lies nowhere.
What words must I say, Seeing that we will soon part?
What thoughts in your mind, Blind as you are clueless?
You deny what you feel, Scared what unknown will reveal.
You let go the moment you hurt, Scared that I'm not so real.
When did I go wrong, To keep us as close as ever?
When was it right, To be more then friends yet now never?
You decide to back away, Like there's nothing more to say.
You determine on that very day, Differing me whatever way.
Where must I go, Now that I can't see you?
Where will you be, Now that you cut away our time?
You say whatever happens, happens as fate will be.
You give up on whatever, whatever is there for you and me.
I struggled to smile, Hurt and Pain beneath the stare.
I struggled to smile, Torn inside and everywhere.
I struggled to smile, Screaming inside so no one can hear.
A Struggling smile, all Lies as if Truth's not there.
Here Yet So Far
Someone so close, can be so far,
Waiting to see, just for another day.
A minute away, can be so hard,
Morning comes, with nothing to say.
Thoughts at night, just with the stars,
A day without seeing, turns out gloomy and grey.
Stuck in between, so close yet so far.
Someone once distant, but now so near,
Times was so short, yet fast a growing trust.
Hours gone by, when moments are shared,
Not taking for granted, precious seconds are a must.
Feeling uneasy, whenever someone isn't here.
Given the moments, limited seems unjust,
Stuck in between, thought was there, but only near.
Another Way Around
Another way around...Hugs and kisses...
Often scared of what will happen,
Left alone the thoughts for future sentence.
Hidden inside when One is laughing,
Within the walls of your Presence.
One avoids the hugs,
Knowing it's hard just to let go.
Wanting to hold as if it's a grudge,
To last forever, for letting go; not wanting so.
One minds of no kisses,
Knowing it's hard just to end it.
One blows goodnight kisses which somehow misses,
Hoping in exchange to see you for just a little bit.
Another way around...Interest and Feelings...
...There are no way around...
...Just run run and run...
Plan Alpha
...The truth I will tell, when the day comes...
...When it's time to leave, Back to where I am from...
Plan Bravo
...No use in telling, too late that it is...
...When it's time to leave, Inside is where it will be...
The Rules Set By You
Then, the rules you set, Unsure of any regrets.
An agreement, we have met, Confuse, we still are yet.
For you, I respect, For you, I haven't neglect.
So, I find what's unattractive, To keep a friendship so attracted.
Myself I fool, not considering you atrractive, Still knowing, those feelings still active.
For you, I show no initiative, For you, I stop thinking of "what if."
Yet, no matter the distance, Keep telling myself there's no chance.
Always holding back words in advance, Staying away from those moments, for instance.
For you, those eyes I dare not glance, For you, my feelings I keep non-existance.
Thus, I hope you wouldn't question, Don't be confuse of my actions,
Staying away from those situations, To not cause you much confusion,
For you are a friend in conclusion, For you I need a reason to conter my attraction.
Just as friends, Only as friends.
It rings in my head, Everytime I go to bed.
Thinking of what not to do, Setting a line between me and you.
Everynight when I close my eyes, Thinking that always end with a sigh.
All I can say, evernight, day by day.
Maybe I'm a fool, maybe you are too.
Nothing more I can do, all in all, the answers old and new.
"Cause it's the rules set by you"
Facing The Past
I didn't know when the time will be,
The time to finally end a past bond between.
Until, finally, I see it coming,
Good timing to answer what was bothering.
It has took me years on end,
To accept a life full of friends.
Now it is time to face the past once again,
If it helps put all confusions to an end.
I say I'm doing this to help you move on,
Also in fact, would help me move on.
I'm willing to bring back a past,
To call it quits, for this is the last.
The day is soon coming to take care,
Of problem which we are both scared.
The risk this will bring as to what will be,
Good or bad, moving on is what we'll see.
The pain inside me to reminice,
But pain I'll endure, to do my best.
So you'll finally live the truth,
Without a doubt, never seeing living proof.
My words I will tell, I can see an outcome unwell.
I'm tired of you holding it in, that I so long can not be myself.
Yet now I believe what I am to be myself,
I walk back to you, as you know me then.
To put an end, to something...
Something that have waited patiently to be free.
I'm not ready, but I'm myself,
Hope you are ready, the date for you to move on,
Move on by yourself, to free myself from feeling guilty,
Guilty as to cause you my pain, I'm happy to finally...
Finally end this answer you want inside of me.
More to come.......
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