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(Lyrics)Forever Gone, Forever You by Evanescence



Walking away I see the pain

You put me through

Lost in your game to change the same

Forever gone, forever you



There's something very wrong about this

I think you knew all along somehow

You'll only take me to change my mind

And leave me broken and defeated



So far away I see the truth

I see through you

Now that I know the way you play

I don't want to



Walking away I see the pain

You put me through

Lost in your game to change the same

Forever gone, forever you

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rednex1819
11:42 Feb 01 2010

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Loving You was Very Easy

Letting You Go was Very Hard



I Loved you for past 6 years

However you seem to not return it.



I am at the point of Letting you go now

There's NO turning back on that issue.



I'm sorry if I ever hurt you or caused you any pain but

You Started that & Never stopped for the love of a woman who will Never do anything for you!



If there would ever be another ''hello'' for us only time will tell.

I Given so many chances but enough is enough now.



Goodbye is Not infinite but it is for the best

For the moment.



I'm sorry...Goodbye

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rednex1819
11:43 Feb 01 2010

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I am Me!

I am NOT a FAKER!

I Never pretended to be what I am NOT!

I am Proud of what I have accomplished or what I have done tho I wish I could have done more....



I am MYSELF!

I NEVER Claimed to be Another that I am NOT!

I always tried the Best to strive for the Best...to Be the Best that I can be....



I am I

I have done things on my own

I have done things independently

I am Fiercely Independent

I am I!



Vampyress/Mistress/Mother!



THAT IS FACT!

Me, Myself & I...

Betrayals of sound,

Betrayals of mind,

Betrayals of your heart

Betrayals of your body.



In giving you should receive.

In fulfilling you should be rewarded

However there are many that don't care

There are many that will betray you.



Being a Complete friend

Getting Betrayed by a friend

Backstabbing as he is

What comes around goes around.



I shall not betray my mind

I shall not betray my body

I shall not betray my soul

I shall not betray my heart



Enough betrayals have been committed

It's time to move on

Those in the past

Will get what's coming to them



You shall feel the Wrath

The wrath of the True Goddess

The wrath of a broken mind, body, heart & soul

No mercy shall be shown you for your betrayals.



You know who you are

You Will pay

You Will Never know what Truth is in anything

You WILL BE BETRAYED by All!

I'm NOT proud of who I am or what I become. I set out to find my Trueself...I set out to find purpose for MYSELF ONLY...I set out to find those that are like me Outcasted, Abused, Left to Die....



My Life is but a figment of what I am today...



Starting out with NO recollection of good memories. Sad really. Abusive...SO FULL OF ABUSE! Abuse in every way possible & No Help for me! I have a father that looks upon me NOT as a ''daughter'' but as a ''whore'' that should help him with his impotence! I have a mother that CONSTANTLY Blames me for what Dad did to me & WISHES me DEAD!



I was basically LEFT ALONE! Abandonned by My Own Family Without a care in the world! Made to Sweep up my past as if it were NOTHING! Made to Fend for Myself & I DID Fend for myself!



I found a HOME amongst the Kindred. A friend amongst them..one that showed me ''you can be strong alone, you can fight your enemies, you can be what you want to be.''



I sought out to learn what it was I was to become...he was my former lover, partner, my everything but he SHATTERED everything we had made together! Betrayal of our love of what we had! Heartbroken I was... I set out on my own... Once again Alone, Bitter... NO remorse NO cares NO nothing!



I met another, mortal mind you but he loved me or so I thought. We had a baby, a beautiful boy & he's 15 now but father Abandoned him when he was 2 WITHOUT a second thought.



I met another mortal & we had 2 girls but he was NO better. A FREAK MORE OR LESS & NOT like Us! Completely Screwed in the head! I Nearly KILLED HIM!



Moving on I reared my children, my beautiful children & sought solice in a man that was the ULTIMATE in my life he was My World, My Everything! But GOD took that away from me & I HATED HIM for it! Soon realizing his death was a blessing for he helped me with my SPECIAL child. My Grandfather, BELOVED & MISSED DEARLY EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE!



Now in this current day n age I FIGHT for my survival.. I FIGHT for my children in the hopes of Our Reuniting from a Mother(Grandmother) that STOLE them from me upon her Father's(My Grandfather's) Death!



I DON'T care for My Real Life Family! I Only Care for My Children & Those that are My Childer & Closest to me!



Life for me has NOT be easy...but I Survive Every day of my life thru all this tragedy... I Shall Prevail...Darkness is My Life...It has been for a good majority of my life & has done some GOOD for me.



My Vampire Side I Fully Control & I WON'T ever take advantage of anyone! All is Equal in my eyes unless you do me Wrong.



My life as a vampire has been Fulfilling. Tho I Cannot dwell in the light I still Can see the light. My Darkness is My light. My Darkness is My World. I am NOT evil...I just Chose the Path of Darkness cuz it's been GOOD to me.



Abuse in every possible way was my Previous(PAST) life...My Present life is amongst my childer...My Future undetermined as yet but all in all I AM VAMPIRE & PROUD TO BE ONE! I WILL NEVER STRAY FROM THAT PATH!



Like me or not...Accept me or not...I AM ME! I will NEVER pretend to be what I am not.



Thank you for reading this & if you have any questions feel free to contact me. What you have read here is a brief account of Real me. Sad, Tragic, ALL True. Want to know more like I said feel free to contact me.

''A good heart and bad intensions will leave the world poorer for the knowledge it lacks.''



From my friend Ryt

''And so the Lion Fell in Love with the lamb......What a Stupid lamb.....What a Sick Masochistic Lion''



From: Twilight

''About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him — and I didn’t know how potent that part might be — that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.''

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 9, p.195

''When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."

Bella Swan, Twilight, Preface, p.1

"In spite of all the refinements of civilization that conspired to make art--the dizzying perfection of the string quartet or the sprawling grandeur of Fragonard's canvases--beauty was savage. It was as dangerous and lawless as the earth had been eons before man had one single coherent thought in his head or wrote codes of conduct on tablets of clay. Beauty was a Savage Garden."

— Anne Rice (The Vampire Lestat)

"We can't stand it, to be alone. We cannot bear it, any more than the monks of old could bear it, men who though they had renounced all else for Christ's sake, nevertheless came together in congregations to be with one another, even as they enforced upon themselves the harsh rules of single solitary cells and unbroken silence. They couldn't bear to be alone.



We are too much men and women; we are yet formed in the image of the Creater, and what can we say of Him with any certainty except that He, whoever He may be--Christ, Yahweh, Allah--He made us, did He not, because even He in His Infinite Perfection could not bear to be alone."

— Anne Rice (The Vampire Armand)

"Take me from this earth

an endless night-

this, the end of life.

From the dark I feel your lips

and taste your bloody kiss.

"

— Anne Rice (Interview With The Vampire)

"Evil is a point of view. We are immortal. And what we have before us are the rich feasts that conscience cannot appreciate and mortal men cannot know without regret. God kills, and so shall we; indiscriminately He takes the richest and the poorest, and so shall we; for no creatures under God are as we are, none so like Him as ourselves, dark angels not confined to the limits of hell but wandering His earth and all its kingdoms."

— Anne Rice

"...And what constitutes evil, real evil, is the taking of a single human life. Whether a man would die tomorrow or the day after or eventually... it doesn't matter. Because if God does not exist, then life... every second of it... Is all we have."

— Anne Rice (Interview With The Vampire)

''In Xanadu did Kubla Khan

A stately pleasure-dome decree:

Where Alph, the sacred river, ran

Through caverns measureless to man

Down to a sunless sea.''



From The Movie: Xanadu.