See how much love I'm feeling? And how much love I know others have?08:38 May 08 2006
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For my dad and my step-mum, who know I love them, and I know how they feel for each other... for me, because it's how I'm scared to feel, but also want to feel... and for those who feel the same as I do right now...
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Like a wave,
A silent wave, unhealing
It washes over me.
I couldn't hear it,
Couldn't see it,
Thought I'd missed it,
But it lay there in hiding.
I fear the days, relinquish to the nights,
Wondering, is there anyone out there?
Am I alone?
Its better to have loved and lost, they say,
But what if you've only just found them?
What if they only just realised it too?
One night with you, is better than a lifetime without you.
An embrace, your face, a kiss, I'd cry...
Knowing that it could have been forever.
Maybe it will last, maybe it's fate.
Maybe I'm destined to wake up at your side,
Would you want that? From me?
It comes in waves, the darkness I feel.
The all consuming monster of never really knowing,
Never letting go.
But you make me forget, make me feel, make me smile.
Most of all, you make me whole... you make me... me.
I'm thankful for this moment,
Even if there is no certain future.
But if there is, I'll live for it, wait for it...
And give all I can to be yours.
Your one and only...
No matter how many waves consume me.
I'd drown in the darkness,
But know that I'd hold one breath,
Just so I can tell you...
I love you.
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