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There was ap point in time when I thought my whole life was going to based on someones love. WTF ever. Every time that I "fall" I ended up falling so hard that I stab my self in the heart. In the past months I have ended up with no heart left. Its been ripped out, stepped on, whatever could cause as much pain as possible. And what I have noticed is that the one that you keeps you up all night the only thing that keeps you wishing on the wishing stars, doesnt even realize what the hell he's doing and I swear to my gods I will cause an unbearing pain in his life. I just want someone who is going to love me for me. Soemone I can talk to and they can trust me enough to come to me and talk to me!! Do you see what I mean??????

Have you ever felt like there was no perticular reason you were put on to this morbidly disgusting planet??? That's how I fell every day. And not to get all emo but I can't stand my life. I would love for just one moment for me to love and be loved truly in return. Is that to much to ask for. Honestly you tell me if thats true PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

I live on a campus that has about 156 students. They are quite odd i do have to say. I guess they would probably say the same about me. I want to be a child of darkness to never leave.