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Some would say that I am hopeless romantic. Others would think that I am sweet. But the ones who understant love see the truth behind simple lyrics.

For this is my way of showing my love to you Sean. I am not good at words as you are or on the way you put our story in the journals that everytime I read them it brings tears to my eyes. To say thank you and tell you I love you sounds so small in what I feel for you and what I have deep in my heart. You came to my life when everything were grey and rainy. You looked down at me and gave me your hand and since that day you hold it tight. Our fingers laced and our eyes looking deep on each others and everything became bright since that moment.



To those who didnt know and to those who just found out yes I am fight with cancer and yes I have a few fightings to give with my health. I could of written about it in my journal but I am not that kind of person. I have learned to give the battles alone and silently. I have learned to fall and no matter how hard it was to stand up to my feet again stambling and holding walls to steady myself. That till I met him. Till I met Sean or as all you know him Dakotah. He became my rock and my strength when I couldnt hold up. He would press me to try harder and to never give up. He would push me to keep fighting even though he wouldnt use it with words but with his actions. He would always put me and my happiness first than his. He would change his hours so he could be with me at my past late nights so he could talk to me and tell me stories. To make me smile and show me magical things in this world. And he would do all these even though most of the time he would be sick and have his own health isues fightings. Even though he would be tired he would always come to me telling me how much he love me. Even though he would be in pain he would always try to make me smile. He had some many hard months and many tiring hours but even though he would stood brave and fight it and get stubborn on getting slowly well and back to himself.

This man is the most stuborn person alive. Many times we say that its funny how we try to surpass each other on who is more stubborn. Then we would look at each other and laugh.

I know that he said that many times we say the same thing or think the same and that is true. We complete its others minds or phrases. Some would ask "doesnt that creep you?" I would shake my head and smile and say that to me actualy is normal because even though we have our distance it show us that when two people find each other and they are fully connected it pretty normal. To me is special and loving. Only two connected people whose souls is one one can share so much. He is my soulmate and he is my heart. The breath in my body and the smile on my face.



So our story began in here and continue in SL. For that I am happy that I came back to Vr after so many years and I couldnt be more greatful for moving to SL with him. In there I could be fully with him in our own way. Do plans. See things. Make trips and as he show to everyone have our little Anna that by the way she is so stubborn like you love. She is the sweetest little angel that came from our love. Half of you Half of me to became a whole love. She is our world and miracle and I could be happier or thenk you more for giving me this life with you and her. I cant wait for the many more hours together in our own world.



Sean I want you to know that no matter I am not leaving and I wont disapear. I am fighting and I am looking forward to our plans and to our future. We have Now and we have Forever. I will always but always be by your side holding your hand tight in mine. I will always be here when you wake up and when you fall asleep. Again I wish in these world I could show you how much I love you but my feelings are so deep and more than simple words.

I love you now and I love you more and more than the day before. I am in love with you and every second that pass I fall deeper for you. You are my everything. You are my angel. My warrior. My one.

I am completly and only yours. Now and forever

Your Lily for always

I love you so much my heart



You are the strength,

That keeps me walking.

You are the hope,

That keeps me trusting.

You are the light,

To my soul.

You are my purpose,

You're everything.



You calm the storms,

And you give me rest.

You hold me in your hands,

You won't let me fall.

You steal my heart,

And you take my breath away.

Would you take me in,

Take me deeper now.