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18 entries this month

 

Past Life

02:11 Feb 19 2020
Times Read: 365


Vampire. Vampire hunter. I got attacked by a coven of them one night. Dragged into a room and chained to the floor. Beaten, Poured holy water on me, burned with fire, carved into with a athame with a spell on it. I stayed composed not showing any emotions. The hunters did an exorcism on me. So much pain was inflicted. Wondering where my love is. Why isn't he coming to help me? I needed him. I escaped later that night. Ran far away from my home village. Bided my time in a cabin far from there.


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04:53 Feb 17 2020
Times Read: 372


When you think everything is perfect. Accomplishing your dreams, hopes, goals that you have. Its like you're floating on air. Thinking that nothing could possibly go wrong. Then out of the blue, your whole world comes crashing down on you. Everything just... gone. Hoping its just a nightmare you go about your day like nothing is happening. For days you're like this. Then it hits you like a ton of bricks that you're empty. Reality finally sets in that you've lost everything. Losing hope, you start to wonder if its all worth it in the end.


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22:55 Feb 13 2020
Times Read: 389


I wake up surrounded by tall trees. My clothes ripped in places. Claw marks on my skin. Was I attacked? I guess I'll never know


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05:02 Feb 13 2020
Times Read: 398


I remember when I was roaming England in the Renaissance Age. I never felt so overwhelmed before. Fresh blood. I wanted to be all kinds of reckless. I drank blood of poor souls every night. I didn't care who it was, all i wanted to was blood. I never had a sire so I didn't know when to stop hunting and feeding. I got found out near the end of the era. Before I got caught I moved on to Scotland. But that's for another time. I'm just surprised that I'm still here from all that terror I caused


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05:02 Feb 12 2020
Times Read: 411


I roam from place to place as you all know. But I hear voices telling to go every which way. I don't who to listen to. I need to find my sire, I realize that now. But I don't know where to start.


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04:51 Feb 12 2020
Times Read: 413


I remember the good days in Ireland. The people, music, rivers, lakes, the greenery. Nothing like it. The dancing at the festivals were so fun that one couldn't help but do that just that. And to just smile. The songs of old past down to one person to the next. I journey the world with these memories in my mind. The stories I could tell. I laugh with such joy. I remember so well that I can still hear it and see it like it happend yesterday.


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02:30 Feb 12 2020
Times Read: 419


I sit in a cold, dark room. Bound to a pillar by chains. My clothes tattered and torn. How long have I been here? My skin is burnt from holy water. My hair caked with blood. I don't know how long these hunters will keep me alive for. No vampire will come here. Nor will I ever give information about our kind. Tears fall down my face. How long will I be kept alive? I don't know. I hope no one comes to my aid. That way, Vampires will be safe for a while longer.


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05:16 Feb 11 2020
Times Read: 427


I see nothing but a dark void around me. I keep walking but going no where. I call out but hear no one. All I can do is move forward. In trance of going nowhere. Feeling nothing. Wanting nothing. Not knowing why I'm here. I hear faint voices around me but I can't make them out. Who are you?


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04:28 Feb 11 2020
Times Read: 434


I stand here in the middle of a lake. A gust of wind blows through me. The water glows blue and ripples around me. Fireflies fly in the forest. One lands in my hand. Its so quiet and lovely here. I wish I can stay here in this moment in time forever. So beautiful


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02:51 Feb 11 2020
Times Read: 449


I remember when I was turned into a vampire like it was yesterday. Bare in mind that I don't think about it to fondly. I was living in Ireland at the time in castle. I was going for an outing for the day in the countryside. I was escorted through the woods where rogue bandits roam. We were fine going through the first time. When we came back at night, we stopped at a lake in a close by clearing. I bathed in it but as I did, my carriage and escort was raided. I quickly got dressed and ran for it as fast as I could. I didn't know where I was going since it was dark. I kept going and going til I ran into tall man in black cloak. "I'm sorry. Forgive me, I didn't see you., " I said very scared. The man didn't say anything. He looks behind me seeing the bandits and grabs my hand. We run for what seems like hours. We come upon a Gothic castle. We go in and he leads into a room. He checks me over a few times and sits me down in a chair. He walks out to let me sleep. I lived there for what seemed like years. One he comes in and I greet him like usual. We've been seeing each other by this time. He embraces me but I knew something was off. He smells my neck and plunges his fangs deep into my neck. I scream in pain and he covers my mouth. I could feel my blood leave my body for what seems like an eternity. I fainted from blood loss. When I came to I felt something warm being poured down my throat. I opened my eyes and felt his mouth on mine. His blood going down my throat. I felt my body changing. Dying on the inside. So much pain coursing through me for what felt like days. I fainted again. When I woke up fangs grew out from my mouth, not my much. The urge to drink blood was so intense I couldn't bare it. I realized right then that my lover is a vampire. And my sire. I didn't know what to think. But my feelings for him didn't change. Why? My heart may be dead but I didn't care. I fed on every human I could get my hands on. My thirst never quenched. I never saw my sire again from that day since. I still roam the earth alone to this day. My love for him never wavering.


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iris18
iris18
02:54 Feb 11 2020

Truth story i can tell it





KingWasabi
KingWasabi
02:57 Feb 11 2020

I believe, we have a meth epidemic, going on here.





Vampireking777
Vampireking777
04:07 Feb 11 2020

Well KingWasabi talks about meth alot and must really like him meth and see why he has no brain's cell 😂





LilicaZhaki
LilicaZhaki
04:13 Feb 11 2020

True enough. Such a troll





 

05:25 Feb 10 2020
Times Read: 470


I'm stuck in a burning building. I'm screaming for help in a room. I can't get out. I can't stop coughing. I hear screaming outside. I get burnt and weak. I hear banging and water as I fall and close my eyes. Am i saved or dead? Someone has their mouth on mine.


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DarkestTemptation
DarkestTemptation
05:55 Feb 10 2020

Sounds like you got saved by a firefighter.





 

05:01 Feb 10 2020
Times Read: 475


Shadows surround me in my bed as I lay asleep. Grabbed by my hands and feet. Dragged to the middle of the towns square where a stake and wood is there awaiting me to be tied down to it. I awake the moment I'm tied to the stake smoke fills my lungs and fire can be seen at my feet. The fire rises and a crowd gathers. I can hear someone yell my name. Its faint at first but it gets louder and louder. My vision gets blurry from the smoke and flames. Whose calling me...? Somone... Help me....


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DarkestTemptation
DarkestTemptation
05:15 Feb 10 2020

Sounds like a mob of villagers that want to burn a witch at the stake. I have seen this before nor do I want to relive it ever again. Ohh what evil deeds the people can do out of fear.





iris18
iris18
02:55 Feb 11 2020

She is witnessing what happened in the past in her sleep it sucks but understandable





 

04:30 Feb 10 2020
Times Read: 481


Running through the forest. The wind blowing through my hair. The rain touching my bare skin. I smile feeling free from humans hunting me down. Wolves running on either side of me. Just free from everything. I start laughing as jump down a waterfall and landing in a lake. I swim around, bathing.


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03:59 Feb 10 2020
Times Read: 486


I've been walking in this world for thousands of years. All I can see is a dark void. I don't have any sense of time and direction. Just alone and walking.


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06:11 Feb 09 2020
Times Read: 502


I'm sitting here in a cabin alone. A fire roaring in the fireplace. Blood bags in the freezer. I have no one to trust. I've been roaming this world for so many years. I've been wondering how many years it really has been that I've lost count. I feel lost in a never ending cycle of unfeeling darkness. I've lost all sense of purpose. Tell me something. Will I ever find a purpose in my life again. To find a companion and to actually feel something.


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05:36 Feb 09 2020
Times Read: 509


Sitting on the bank of a river feeding on poor helpless boar. Blood just flooding into my mouth. The sweet taste, I can't get enough. I finish and bury it. I wash my hands and face. I hear crackling of sounds branches breaking. Hissing and growling, I get defensive. I look around seeing shadows surrounding me like an animal being caged. I call for help but no one comes to my aid. Forever trapped at the hands of beasts of the unknown.


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DarkestTemptation
DarkestTemptation
05:44 Feb 09 2020

When you find yourself outnumbered and outgunned best defense is best offense. Get your self out of there and fast. Sorry I got into it myself life to fight another day. I get it truly I do very nice job.





 

05:22 Feb 09 2020
Times Read: 514


I wander through the streets in the night. Fire everywhere I look. Vampires and humans a like strewn everywhere. Dead corpses of just rotting flesh. War between the two races has been ongoing since the beginning of the dark ages. Vampire hunters come my way. I get hit with bullets but nothing too major. I slay a couple, but its not enough to end it all. Its become so senseless and hopeless. I don't even know why I keep fighting. Its so pointless. Just let me close my eyes and the final blow consume me. Let me sleep for an eternity


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DarkestTemptation
DarkestTemptation
05:26 Feb 09 2020

How sad but beautiful this story is nicely written bravo.





 

Wanting

03:53 Feb 05 2020
Times Read: 549


I'm here standing under the moonlight at the beach. The wind blowing through my red hair. I at look my feet where the sand meets sea. I'm starting to wonder why was I chosen to be a vampire. I'm feared by many. I'm so tired of feeding at yet... I love the the sweet taste of human blood, the scent is maddening. I wander the earth with no choice but to live. I'm alone in this world with very little sense of time and place that I'm in. Nor do I care. Its just our nature to wander through time. My sire is long gone. For millenniums it seems. I don't feel anything anymore. Not since my dead heart stopped beating. My sorrow is my friend. Tears my only comfort in this lonely harsh world. I only feel cold. Well I guess its time to move on to a different place. I shall take my leave. I leave a lingering kiss on your forehead as thanks for listening to me ramble on and on. Or.... Shall I... Remain.. with you.... ?


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DarkestTemptation
DarkestTemptation
04:55 Feb 09 2020

That was truly a wonderful insight short story to ones inner self.








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