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Always Faithful16:31 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 540
How can you expect me to be calm?
You've basically ripped out my heart!
I can't believe I ever loved you.
Not after what you've done to me.
I trusted you.
I loved you.
I only wanted to be with you.
Why did you have to do this to me?
I thought I was following you.
I thought you loved me as well.
I guess I was wrong.
You never loved me.
You only wanted to use me.
Well it worked.
You used me, you abandoned me.
Now I have news for you.
Now matter how much abuse you put me through,
I have always loved you, and always will.
Stupid Little Bitch
16:24 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 545
Another bitch trying to tell me what to do
Why can't these people just leave me alone?
I don't want to talk to you fucker.
Leave me the fuck alone you stupid little bastard.
Just stay the fuck away from me.
You know jack shit about me,
And you're just pissing me off.
So stay your bitch ass away from me,
Or you'll end up dead.
I'll take this gun and peirce you head with a bullet.
You stupid little bitch,
Get the fuck out of my goddamn face.
I swear to satan I fucking shoot your ass,
Because bitch, I just don't like you!
Careful Decision
16:17 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 550
Crying out for help
And escape from this chaotic life of mine
I'm all alone in this world
Then you show up
You, my hero, my savior, my love
My life is so different now
You relieved my soul, my very heart
I do not know how to thank you
For everything you've done
You have given me back my life and
A new love interest
So how can I repay you?
Please tell me what I can do
For you have given me so much with nothing in return
You're so wonderful and kind
And it sort of makes me wonder
Why in the world did you ever choose me?
Betraying Love and Life16:12 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 552
Please forgive me for what I've done,
For I've committed a terrible crime.
Your trust I've betrayed.
Your heart I have broken.
I never meant for things to go this wrong.
I never meant to mislead you.
You were always so good to me,
And I damn near killed you with my betrayal.
How could I have done something so wrong?
Especially to the one person who loved me, to you?
I think I should die just to be forgiven by you.
You were so kind to me and I've killed you.
Please forgive me, I want to be forgiven by you.
I NEED to be forgiven by you.
I've betrayed your life and mine.
I left your love behind in the darkness.
So now I must leave you,
I must leave this world.
Needing your forgivness, and wanting to repent.
I've betrayed you, love, and life.
Help Me
16:06 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 555
Alone in this world of cruel darkness.
I feel so lonely, like no one cares.
Why am I so alone?
Why do I feel this way?
Never liked people,
They've never liked me.
They call me a freak,
I think they should all die.
I've never been treated with kindness.
I'm always alone in the darkness.
I'm locked in my brain and my mind is my cell.
BUt I have a key and it's called insanity.
I can't get away from myself.
Someone please help me.
I need to escape.
I need to live again.
Can't We Ever Be Together?
16:03 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 556
Through all the time we've spent together
And all the time we've shared
There is something I never told you
Now I wish I had
It's been so long since I've seen you
Now that you're buried in the ground
I come to see you everyday
But seeing your grave only tears me apart.
Forever haunting me
And neverbeing able to speak to you again
I never undertood why we were torn apart
We were so yound, it seemed so unfair
One question I keep asking myself
Ever since that fateful day
When you left me on this earth
Can't we ever be together?
Leaving Forever
15:57 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 558
I watched you walk right out of my life,
And it killed me.
I cannot bare this pain any longer.
I need you to be with me.
Always thinking of you.
Constantly worrying if you're alright.
Please, someone shoot me
I never wanted us to be apart.
I can't stand not being able to be with you.
Please let me have you again.
I want you forever.
I need to be with you forever.
But you never came back.
You just stayed away.
You killed me,
Ripping out my heart and stepping on it.
That's what you make me feel like.
This pain is unbarable.
Please make it stop.
Please come back instead of leaving me forever.
Forever Wanting You
15:47 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 559
How come you abandonedme once again?
Wasn't I good to you?
I tried my best to make you happy.
I tried my very best,
But I guess it wasn't good enough.
I never meant for it to got this far.
I never meant to hurt you.
Please give me another chance,
To prove myself to you once again.
I want to be with you.
I never want to let you go again.
I don't know what I am starting to feel.
This is a whole new emotion to me.
I'm starting to change and I'm starting to like it.
And it's all because of you!
You did this to me, you made me what I am right now.
For this I am greatly appreciativ of you.
You have given me peace, maybe even freedom.
But when I'm not with you I don't feel this peace.
I don't have the feeling of belonging.
Please give me back the peace, the freedom.
Let me have you back.
Let me keep you forecer.
Let me be loved by you.
Knowing the Future
15:25 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 562
Skin as pale as the moon.
Eyes as black as the night.
Her lips as red as the blood of a freshly fallen corpse.
She falls from the world like we fall from view.
This is the nightmare I have had for the last week.
It haunts me ever so.
Oh how this nightmare haunts me.
Why?
Why am I so affected by this, this illusion?
It's back again, the nightmare.
There is only one difference tonight.
I can see the girl's face!
Sick.
Oh so very sick.
The girl is me.
The girl with freshly fallen corpse, blood red lips.
She fell from view.
She fell from the world,
And so will I!
Darkside
15:17 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 561
I will create people the color of darkness.
Beyond the winter ocean I'll gather the colors of vengance.
You...
You...
Celebrate the crimson feast ,
And set you sights on death.
You break the bonds of hatred the power's in your grasp.
Aah, the bittersweet freedom underfoot.
The time of darkness has come,
From this town.
From this town...
Called Darkside.
A women fights, her heart heavy with sarrow.
So celebrate the crimson feast,
And set your sites on death.
Bring A Little Darkness To This World Of Light
15:11 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 562
Pure light shining through the darkness.
The goodness of a pure heart.
A world full of light, this is where we exist.
No crime.
No murder.
Nothing wrong in this world in which we live.
It's nothing but a dark illusion.
We inhabit a world where blood is turned to darkness.
Everyday you see crime.
Everyday you see murder.
Yet we as humans no longer care.
We are so used to the psychotic thoughts of a man's lust for blood.
Blood is left everywhere.
I just walk past the pile of corpses reaching for the glowing stars of the midnight sky.
I couldn't care less.
The rotting bodies do not contain my own.
I am still alive.
I am not yet dead.
Continously walking down the blood-stained road.
I care not for the dead.
I care not for the living.
I care not for any creature in the god forsaken world.
Torment me all you want.
My opinion is still the same.
But I promise you this,
I don't have a bleeding heart.
Flowers in the Darkness
14:54 Oct 09 2005
Times Read: 570
Where the flowers bloom is where we'll meet again.
It may take awhile for the flowers beauty to show in this world of darkness,
But do not worry for even in the darkest always shines.
And soon the flowers true beauty will illuminate the darkness, conquering it.
We'll no longer have to live in fear or worry,
We'll be able to live together happily.
Just remember this, the human heart can stomp out the ray of light, the ray of hope.
And we'll never be happy.
We'll never be together in the light.
Only the darkness would we inhabit.
That is not what I want.
I want to be with you.
I want you to love me, and I want to be with you always.
So please,
Do me a favor?
No matter how much anger, jealousy, or malice,
Don't block the light, our hope!
Don't do anything stupid or rash.
I need to know you're safe and that you're happy,
But I'll never know if you exstinguish the light,
For if you do only the darkness will remain,
And the flowers will never bloom.
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