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Have you ever felt like things should have been different? Or that you go back and change things? I had a dream last night and it made me miss the good old days of last year or two years ago. It all seems like a dream now. And the people, unreal. I wish I could go back and change things like maybe I could still be able to participate in my love of sports if I had never got hit by that stupid car. Or maybe I could be with the one I love and be with them in the first place and not be so hurt and broken. But then I may have never met them if things were different. If I could go back to when I first met them and just be with them from the beginning instead of being the stupid idiot I am, hopefully could be different for us. I met some wonderful people in my past that I have all but let go and most I don't remember until something or someone reminds me. I wonder if they even remember me? I just miss the good old days and all the people I care about. It kind of makes me sad. There's nothing I can do about it. Maybe our paths may cross again, but I know it won't be the same. I miss sports and soccer. I miss being able to surprise all the watchers with my talent and the strength I had as well as the speed. If it wasn't for that stupid dream last night maybe I wouldn't be feeling so blue. It kills me to think of all the things I could have done differently yet I was too young and stupid and naive to realize.