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Is he a little eccentric? Yea a little out in left field for most but he kind of grows on you like moss on a tree.
Do we always agree? No.. Does he have a different perspective? Yes..
Have we taught each other some things? Maybe him more than I. Not sure that’s something he would openly admit. Besides he seems to answer to something else in the scheme of things. We all answer to someone or something. So are we really that much different? I like to think in some ways we are more alike than he cares to admit.
Would I trust him with my life? I don’t know..
If he said he would protect me I would trust that but I don’t need protection most of the time but there are some things even I can’t do. The question is would I ever become that important to him? Other things hold him. Though while I understand that. In some ways there is always this divide between us.
It a weird companionship if you can even call it that. He floats in and out of my life like a dandelion seed floats on the air. I wonder sometimes why we gravitate toward each other and then away from each other again.
I just follow the ebb and flow. I suppose in some ways it’s my own focus being taken by other things in life sometimes.
I wonder does he think of me fondly. Or even at all with warmth. If I’m just convenient. Or if I’m choosen out of purpose..if that purpose is noble…or just an means to an end for him..
He’s more like a ghost than a person. So close but yet out of grasp. I would push harder to be closer but I just accept what is.