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The first day I saw you, I was struck with awe;

So strong, so kind... Yet, that's not all I saw.

A broken spirit, so full of pain;

No one else saw that your smile was strained.

Your laugh was forced, your goofyness a shield;

To hide the horrors, of a past you had sealed.

I was intrigued to say the least, wanting to know more;

Spending hours and days working my way behind those doors.

You slowly let me see, a little at a time;

The pains you had left behind you, the reason for your rhyme.

As I started to learn, I realized there was much more;

Things I didn't know if I wanted to see, things you had in store.

Others started to notice, the weakness in your stride;

And as my work deteriorated, they forced you once again to hide.

So many hours of chipping, chiseling and breaking walls down;

Were ruined in no time, when others saw your frown.

People became vicious, looking into your past;

Snooping into records closed, and revealing things at last.

I fell into some of the lies, pressured by what they had to say;

But in the end I knew they were wrong, and I knew I wanted to stay.

You hurt me when you left me, but I didn't help the cause;

I fell into other's games, baring my teeth and claws.

It's hard to admit, but I still love you;

And still wonder and what could have been.

I wish it wasn't over, and yet....

Can't help but wonder if it's even begun.

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L0KI
14:50 Apr 16 2012

-hugs u gently as i wrap u n my arms..- thanks hun didnt know you felt this way

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