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So work is total shite! i really dont wanna be here. on the upside i got a full tank o' gas i am deffinately goin out! i dont care where, i dont care how. i have been so damn bored lol oh well. at least i have german chocolate brownies to keep me entertained for a while.

Well the toils and tears of 9/11 were everywhere yesterday. and i couldnt help but be sickened by the vast majority of people that were either faking it, or being sad just cuz everyone else was. i mean yes i agree it was fucked up, even 5 years later its still fresh in memory, but since when did it become cool to mourn over something. i mean its like people were doing it just cuz everyone else was doing it. i dunno maybe its just me but it sems like its become a trend to "feel" bad about stuff like that

Ok so heres a journal entry for the first time ever. the voices said it might help to sort them out so here goes. I am a little freaked out by the fact that i just kicked strepp throught in the balls in 3 days. got it, felt like shit got rid of it. and now i feel better than i did vefore i got it. i feel like i could wrassle a grizzly bear right now. id fuk that bear up too. kick him in his furry ballz. take that YOGI! ahhh im getting off topic, anywho, so here i am sitting at my desk where i usually glace over at the mounds of work i have to do, but not today. i got everything done. an entire weeks worth of backedup paperwork and shit done in half a day. my mind has been moving so damn ast since the fever i had the other day. i mean wierd shit has been happening, like me knowing exactly what someone is going to say before they say it. im not saying i can read minds or anything, but its like ive seen all of this shit before and its coming back to me just secnds before it happens again. really wierd, i used to dream about shit that would sometimes happen, but now its happening while im awake. eh maybey the voices can help pe figure it out. so until next time remember as the greatest madman of all time once said, " If ya gotta go, go with a smile!"