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I normally don't have any issues putting 2 and 2 together, lately though I haven't been able to pull a single coherant thought that anyone else could understand.



I was asked if my world was coming crashing down, not it's not but I think that I'm so busy from keeping the pillars from wobbling I've gotten lost in their field.

One saggy boob said to another saggy boob "If we don't get some support soon people are going to think we're nuts"

I was with a friend today who instantly knew i wasn't feeling well today. She opened her mouth to start me off with. "Well don't you look like hell today?" To which my only reply was a shrug. Now had she walked away i would have let it all go, but she didn't and i lashed out at her, and for that...I'm sorry.



She continues the insults with "You have the word bitch written all over you" To which i smiled as sweetly as my hell looking self could, pulled out a sharpie and grabbed her arm. Effortlessly I scribed the word "BITCH" on it then smiled at her again.



Finishing off with. "Funny, so do you"

Headache! Yes Headache. I can't make the pounding go away, I can't make the hurting stop. So I close my eyes and throw my head back letting the fire of life be washed away with a different blaze.

23 years. I've spent 23 years blissfully ignorant to the entire world. Now that corfortable shell that has protected me for so long, made up of stereotypes, myths, and pre-concieved notions has been shattered. I've been challenged to look beyond what i call or think normal and to try and see past everything I have been taught through the years.



I'm here to learn, to Listen and discover. I'm not going to run this time I am going to stomp down my doubts and grow as a person. Grow into what scociety fears the most an open minded accepting person.