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Once again, I just got reminded of why I absolutely HATE to post in the main forums.

I'm not saying its all bad..but afew people are just straight up forum nazis.



I've put alot of time and effort into this site, by ratings, messaging, profile, etc etc...

and once again, Im starting to dislike it here very much. Not to mention the money put in also.



I absolutely HATE the fact that I am paying for something where i cannot even speak my opinions freely, without my posts getting knocked down, or deleted, or rip'd or whatever.



I also hate the fact that I've dedicated so much time and effort to this site...I'd hate to delete my profile and loose everything i've accomplished, especially the work on my profile.

It will be a waste to delete my account....



but at the same time, I find it quite shitty that I waste money to pay to have my opinions deleted by forum nazis, especially if/when I follow the main topic of the posts. Or when my post gets "knocked down" by a certain forum nazi.



I find it sad that I have to stick with just the coven forums if I want to post anything at all without totally worrying about it constantly getting deleted.



I dunno...this site just doesnt seem "FUN" anymore. Sure, its good for information, but its not FUN, and that counts somehow.

Im getting pretty sick of getting comments and messages like "ur pretty, or hot, or sexy, or gorgeous" or whatever it may be.



Theres just something about it that annoys the ever living fuck out of me.



I'm half tempted to take all my pics down. But, on the other hand, that would be limiting me to portray myself as I am. So its a bit of a toss up there.



Basically, ever since I've been with Loki, and our relationship has now progressed to the point it's at now..

I have absolutely NO interrest what-so-ever in any other guy.



I don't turn my head to look at other guys, I don't think about other guys, I just flat out dont want anyone else.



Maybe it's just me, but it's a respect thing.

Since I dont want anyone else, it bothers me to hear that I'm hot, pretty, sexy, etc from any other guy.



Its fucking improper, impolite, and the beginning of crossing boundaries, that should not be crossed on the part of these other guys.



Obviously these guys either can't read that I'm taken... or they just dont give a fuck.

And if the case is that they just don't give a fuck... then thats not gonna be pretty.

They will find out exactly why I'm called Wolven.

And the term "bitch" is a huge understatement.



GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'm DROVE insane now.