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You broke your word..How can I trust you..How can I go on with this. I hate you more than i want to right now. Yet i still love you even though you broke my heart again as you always do. Was I never good enough for you? How could you lie to me and say you love me when the words were not meant for me but for her? What about what I want or how I feel does it matter to you at all?

It seems to me that you have made your choice. You have broken your promise to me again. All I can do is pick up the pieces of my heart. I don't know where to begin. I don't know how to begin again. I waited for you to realize how much you cared for me. You said you love me. Yet here you are running away from us again. How am I supposed to feel? My heart is breaking as i write. My mind is spinning out of control. I am hurting beyond words. Will you come back to me and make things right again. Or has she won you from me forever. How can I make you see how much you mean to me. How can i make you see that she is no good for you. You will do what you want and there is nothing that i can do to stop you. I love you and I miss you. Please come home. Please make this right. Please fix my heart that you are breaking. Please end this torment. I don't know if i can go on without you again. It was too hard the last time. It took you coming back to help me fully recover. Now your leaving again and I don't know what to do.

You promised you'd stay this time. you promised that it was for good this time. How could you go back to her and leave me alone again? How could you shatter my heart again just after it was starting to mend from the last time. Why do I keep letting you back into my life? Why is it so hard to let you go? Please let me heal. You need to choose her or me. Make your choice and leave it at that. Make a decision and make sure its final. I don't think i could handle you breaking my heart again.

Why is it that you walk into my life and i just melt into you? How is it that you make me feel the way you do? How does this happen so quickly and seems unable to stop? What makes you the love of my life? How can I say goodbye to you when I know that you're no good for me. You have my heart and my soul. How can i walk away from you without being destroyed. I have loved you for an eternity. Help me see what will become of me should you choose to leave again.