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Have you ever done anything in your life that you regret? You know, something that you know you shouldn't have done, but it happend anyways and now your life isn't what it was?

Well, that happend to me recently. I did something completely unintentional... something I should have paid more attention to, and it's hurt me deeply. Now all I want is the chance to make things right and get back to the way things were. Is this the right thinking? I have no idea, but I have to hope that I can correct this.

Now before you go thinking this was something big and nasty, it's not. I made a small mistake that ballooned into something it shouldn't have... I didnt' talk when I should have and listen at the right time. Becuase of that I lost something that was dear to me. Before I think about moving on, I have to see if I can get it back. I miss what I had and hope that the other side misses is too.

To those that know what i'm talking about, thank you for reading and hoping.. to those that don't, don't read into things and make assumptions you know nothing about. To the one that likes to poke his nose into other's business, keep out of this one for a c hange.. To those who have been there for me in many, many ways, keep hoping that things will work out.. and to the one I hurt, I again apologize and hope that we get the chance to fix this.

And if this wasn't the right way to vent this, to all, I apologize, but I felt I had to get this out somewhere, someway.

Cheers all

Well, this is it.. on Monday I'm putting all my stuff in storage for a bit till I can find a new place to live. Thanks to me being overly generous and a little too trusting of some 'friends' combined with the bitchiness of my now former roomies , I'm forced to leave probably the best place i've ever lived.

Ahh well, guess I have to deal with this as best as i can. All I can say is that things happend for a reason. With everything that's been happening, I certianly hope that something good is finally coming my way!

I'm just going to focus on what i need to do for me right now and hope that the rest figures itself out.

At least i've learned some lessons here in a few different aspects of my life. Now to move on and rebuild for what is hopefully the last time...