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January 18, 2006



Well here I am sitting in the computer room bored out of my mind. I have read every book I have, written on my story until I don’t want to look at it any more. The only good thing is Scott will be home shortly, in fact about 2 ½ hours from now he will be getting off work and come home.

We are still here with his mom even though we have $19,500 for the trailer. It seems that we have to wait on Mr. Cliff’s bank to get their collective head out of their asses. So he can give us $3,500 for the Jacuzzi that Scott got several years ago.

Unfortunately I won’t be able to enter the contest I wanted because you have to keep the story under 2500 words. That is my problem, there is no way I could do that without going into full detail about what the character was wearing or who the character was. I don’t think they are going to have many people enter.

Scott wants me to send my completed story to Reader’s Digest, I think I might it couldn’t hurt. If they do put it in their magazine at least I can say I am a published author. J



February 10, 2006



Well in about 7 hours Margo will be leaving to go back to Missouri (YEAH!), but why do I feel so bad?

We finally got the money and will be moving into our trailer in a month.



February 16, 2006



Well yesterday we went to Mobile and had a great time. We ate at Olive Garden and went shopping in the mall. After I get off work tomorrow I am planning on getting a tattoo, a yin-yang dolphin with a monkey face in the middle. We should be in our trailer, hopefully, by the end of the month. I cant wait until we move in, I can do what ever I want and not have to worry about if Mr. or Mrs. Spriggs will yell at me about it.



February 25, 2006



It doesn’t pay to have a heart now-a-days. A couple of days ago I bought some items with my friend Angie, actually 90% was hers and she paid for it. But I had the money and used my employee discount; needless to say I got into trouble.

Boyd, our “Loss prevention Manager” came into our store and was doing something’s, anyway about 3 he called me to the office and started asking me questions about it. After I counted down my money and was fixing to sweep up a mess I got called to the office.

I got suspended, meaning I don’t work until they come up with a solution, unless it is to fire me. If they fire me I am sending my story to all major newspapers just to show the world how much of a heart Big Lots has.



March 19, 2006



Well they fired me but I got a better job. I am still making the same amount of money but it is a better environment. Scott quit Big Lots and we are moving into our trailer. (YEAH)

I asked my mom and dad if they could maybe run Lynn and Amanda down here in the next few days and help us move. The girls said if they had a way they would and I cant get a straight answer out of either mom nor dad. It pisses me off, how I drop everything to help them (when I can) but I have to beg and plead for some help from them.



April 12, 2006



Well we in our trailer and Amanda is living with us. She is driving me crazy about Wolf being in jail and I don’t know what to do. She got a job but just after 3 days she wants to quit because of the Manager being a royal BITCH! She said she is going to talk to Scott about quitting and looking for another job but I don’t know what to do he may tell her to move out. I hope not besides Robyn she is my only sister. L



April 30, 2005,



Well it’s 2 days until Martha’s b-day she would have been 35 this year. I miss her so much even thinking about her birthday makes me cry. All those years we wasted fighting and bitching. We did have some good times, a lot actually.

I miss her, I know I said that already but I wish she was here. I wish she was there at my wedding. I wish she was there when my baby was sick and I had to give it up to abortion. I wonder does she hates me for doing that and is she taking care of her. I say her because I knew in my heart it was a little girl. I’ll be at work and I don’t want anyone to talk to me the entire time because I might bite someone’s head off. I know by now that I SHOULD be over it, the fact that my sister is dead, but I just don’t want to admit it. It’s been 2 years and I just cant. Despite everything that we said to each other she was my sister and I LOVE HER! I cant even write this without cryingL.



June 14, 2006



I hate my self. I really do. I wonder what it would be like to be normal. I take medicine for everything . I hate having to remember.



October 18, 2006



Well i finally got up the nerve to do it several days ago i told my sister to get her stuff and get out. I mean me and my husband have lived together without some one for 1 year out of 3 years being together. i am not trying to gain sympathy and trying to tell myself i did the right thing its just i didnt want to to be the it was