There Is Something I Think You All Should Know08:39 Oct 05 2017
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I honestly thought that this was fairly obvious, but here I am, writing this.
To put it bluntly, I am a psychopath.
I know what you are thinking.
"Oh, this little girl thinks she's just sooo crazy." or "Uh oh. Someone has Daddy issues."
No no. I am serious.
Psychopathy causes the release certain endorphins to trigger different reactions, if they get released at all. Therefore, a psychopath is incapable of normal, healthy human emotion.
I am also a sociopath.
These things have caused my psychologist great worry. He is only grateful for my level of intellect and self control.
Now, with that said, don't get attached to me. I am incapable of the same feelings of fondness you might gain towards me. All other people are to me are the roles that they fulfill in my life. You are replaceable. Remember that.
Not to mention there is a fairly good chance that, when you are messaging me, I am probably thinking about hurting you. All of the different, fun ways I could hurt you...
I digress. My shrink only keeps me from being locked up because he has some faith in my self control. (And I think he might secretly be just as sick and twisted as I am. Or maybe he wants to see what I might be capable of. Or both. Probably both.) He has said though, that he believes that I will snap some day. I will lose that self control.
I also lack fear, which is something else of great concern to that man. No fear, and no self-preservation instinct. I don't even fear death, and I look it in the face almost every other day. (My play thing really likes having his hands around my throat. He is the same as me, after all) I am not sure why, I suppose it comes along with being a psychopath, but I find myself incapable of being afraid. Luckily, (As my play thing likes to point out) I do have a brain in my head. What I lack in the fear department, I make up for in logic and sense.
Anywhores, you have been warned. Do with it what you will. I can't say I really care either way.
COMMENTS
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xAngelofAgonyx
00:28 Oct 06 2017
You can't be a psychopath and a sociopath, you're one or the other. A psychopath has no concept of right or wrong while a sociopath does but doesn't care.
Midnightsama
13:00 Jan 03 2018
Talk to my shrink. I simply repeated what he had to say. I know what society believes to be right and wrong, which makes little sense to me in all honesty. Most of such things seem to be lead by emotion or religion, which seem to go hand in hand.
Fizbop
07:37 Apr 04 2021
I know nothing but hurt if you need to take it out on someone take it out on me.