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I'm beginning to see why I make more often than usual..It's because of my wanting of things I cannot and must not have...These things are the things that cause problems in my life and love life as well.

I want o be become a better person and right the things that I know i've done wrong. I don't know what is to become of me, yet I do..And it seems that i'm not me..that i have not my own self, that nothing is actually mine..even my own mind.

sometimes i enjoy that, but then there are times when it sickens me dearly...But i cna't change it, and I see that I don't want to.

what can I do to prove my everlasting, un-dying love for you??

My heart aches because you're not here... and the sad songs of tears seem to erupt from within me.

You may only be gone for a short while, but i am still being maddened without your soul being near mine. Let all be realized as you come back and werap your arms around my sad self and let the tears of sorrow dry quickly as for you not to notice my desperate love for you to its fullest yet.

I'm just sitting here... looking out the window at the moon shining brightly out of the captivating clouds that cover the moon every once in a while.

I'm just sitting here letting the tears roll down my cheeks and stain them with the drips of a sorrow that can only be made by love of a human soul that has been planted ever so deeply within me.

I'm just sitting here missing you... Wantnig your touch to make me return to the way that I was before I turned into the statue that pours her hot salty tears and awaits for your prescence.

I'm just sitting here. Needing you. Touch my face and make the marble come to flesh that the vampires and creatures may feast upon....

I await your presecence, for I am just sitting.