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Leaving for a few days to visit family. I know i'll be online throughout the time that I will be there but unsure of how much time or where.



I know i will be able to use VR Mobile but not for much time though. If i am not at level 13 at least before I leave tomorrow I know i will be at level 12/13 while visiting with family maybe even to level 15 not sure just depends on how much time I am able to spend before leaving and while away.



Anyway off for the night its almost 3am and i've had somewhat of a long day.

Roadblocks

Having a good beat

Yearning for more

Timing

Hindrances

Making the time





Right

Having a beat

Yielding to nothing

Making words

Ending

Many times I think in rhythms and rhymes. I tend to think better that way at times. Sometimes things even flow better when i think in a rhyme or rhythm type of way from a movie or song that I like. Some of my poems are like that. I was thinking of one of the two or even both and the words just flowed right out.

I'm a little twisted in the head and have some pretty dark stuff in there but its something that I have since contained. I know that nobody would be able to handle that side of me so I keep it from everyone. People think they know me but they don't. Oh well it is something that I am used to now.



With that comes other issues such as trust. I do not fully trust many people now. The ones that I do fully trust I have known for a while and trust them with my life. I have two drawings that I will be working on and will soon put them here or in my portfolio maybe both I don't know yet.



***EDIT*** I uploaded the pics to my portfolio.

As of late i've been feeling a little down and out. Like i can't go on anymore. I don't have the strength to go on like I used to and I can't take it anymore.



Things have gotten oh so bland and I can't get out of the same old rut. As hard as I try I can't get out and no matter where I go I can't get away fast enough.



I'd run if I could but I couldn't bring everything and would have no place to go. If I had my choice I really would run but i'd be doing much research before on where to go and how to get a job. The problem would be transportation.



But as much as I would like to move I can't right now and i'll be stuck in the same old rut. Though i'm feeling down and out i know things will work out. Some how some way things will work out.

This week has been somewhat busy in that I have had things going on that were planned to do and now i have things that I have to do. I'll be online and around just not as often as i'd like. Trying to set a day and night where I am online all that day and night leveling up as close as I can to level 20. If not all day and night then it'll be at least part of it. Rating as much as I can as well as commenting on threads and poetry entries.





I do not add people that won't talk to me at all after adding me. Why add me just to level up at least talk to me if your going to add me. If you aren't going to talk to me then there is no point in adding me. That's just my way of seeing it.



Anyway back to roaming around VR and getting leveled up as much as I can.

I will be gone tomorrow. I have a few things that need my attention and will be online sometime tomorrow night. Not sure what time but I know sometime tomorrow night.

got a little sidetracked but back on track now. I have had several things to do since I was online yesterday and was online for a bit earlier but not long. I have a few things comin up that will keep me a tad busy but not so busy that i wont be able to get online at least once or twice.

Left for a little bit had a few things to do. Still workin on a few things but i'm back.

I love the rain and I love music. The two have always gone well with me.

Rain always drains me but oh well I don't care I still love the rain, thunderstorms and anything meteorological. Its always fascinated me for some reason.

Music soothes the soul and helps clear the mind. I listen to music a lot of places that I go especially long trips. I watch the world pass by through my eyes as the music plays. I think the clearest in that scenario.

I am currently working on protection stamps and will have them here when I am done.

Had a good weekend and gonna have a good week. Friday might be a little sad but overall okay. I'll have friends that'll help.