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Seems like the Moonshine really makes me think. ...



Good, Bad, either.... I am not real sure. There are some damn craziness going on upstairs. I own my own business.... Lets say its advertising. You bring me your company logo, I put it on stuff to grow your business.



This evening, my wife asks me if it would be easier to just go back to work for someone, close up shop, and stop all together. I really was at a loss for words.



I have been busting my ass for 8 years to get where I am. We don't do any advertising. All word of mouth. We are big in the community, the youth associations and the local schools.



And she is thinking about quitting.

Ok, I have been looking around here. I was wondering about the Stalking thing. I should stalk someone....



If you want to be stalked, please feel free to let me know.



Ill need your address.

Where and when you work.

The best time to catch you naked.

And last but not least, do you have anumals that will kill me if they catch me.

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Dakotah
15:41 Apr 17 2016

I stalk myself.

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I have been drinking the Smoky Cherry Moonshine this evening. It smells like paint thinner. It burns good. Its doing weird things to me. I am seeing things, i'm very warm. Wait!!!





I want another shot!



(3 minutes pass)



Holy Sweet Baby Jesus!!!! Thats good stuff!!



My throat is on fire, my stomach is burning!



Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!



(Just kidding, I'm ok!

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Dakotah
15:42 Apr 17 2016

You should try the margarita Moonshine.

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Well...



Here is number three. I have been doing a ot of thinking since the last time I wrote... For one thing, I really need a new keyboard.



This thing barely enters letters. Much less a "ramble."



I don't know. Here it is Like 1:45am. And i'm having a meltdown. Must be the Crown Royal and Goth music. Apparently, I was not even aware tis music existed. I love IT!!



But first. I am uo at this time of night drinking alone. I messaged someone who wants to be friends, a with. Does that go with the closest to a vampyre, that I know? I am pretty open. All these things that are going thru my brain.



I think I just really need to talk. I'm thinking about a membership to this place, Maybe a few morfe perks. I used to have a good friend on her, Not sure what he went by. Something along along the way of moonlight, moon mayhem, something.



Well, he passed away about a year ago. He said this was an awesome place to meet likeminded individuals.



Ya'll even had meetups. Well, I want it all. Lets meet, lets talk, Lets find a sesy girl to send me pics. Whatever. I'm game for it all.





I'm pretty screwed up anyway.

I went over a couple things in the first entry.



Not making much sense.... Well, thats the way I do it. I don't make sense. I just have this outlet, and just write. I miss the people who have died, moved on , whatever. That's not the important thing.





There is a lot about me. Hopefully, I can work out all this shit. I need help. I am not one to ask...... I am not a stubborn person. I just don't open up. Too many issues with people taking advantage.



I guess I just need another Stephy....

I felt as if I have a small place in this world.... Sometimes, I fit in, other times, I don't.



I don't really care much for people, in general. Now don't get me wrong, I love my family very much. Friends, not so much.



I have come to find out, In my 45 years of wisdom, people come and go. But loving certain people are forever. I so miss my father in law, my aunt, even my step father. But most of all, my younger brother. He was not a good person. He was in jail for the last 15 years of his life. When he got out, I think he could not get enough freedom. He overdosed on coke, heroin, alcohol. He died is a seedy, drug infested, hooker motel.



He called a week before he died. He invited my family over, to my mothers house, along with his family, and my sisters family, for a spaghetti dinner. He was providing it all. I did not want to go, just was not feeling it, I said. That was the last time we spoke. He was trying to make amends. (At least that was what I thought.



6 days later, we buried him.





I will never forgive myself for not going.....





But.....



Forgetting about some of my demons. I just thought this might be some of a release for all this going on inside me. Now..... I am not looking for sympathy. I could care less. See, I am the type of person that really don't care what any one else thinks about me. Nut if I meet a genuine person, I will totally open up. I have this friend, well, best friend. She means everything to me. I miss her so very much. I could talk to her about anything. She is a truly, genuine person. Listens to my bullshit, and talks to me, and makes me feel good about all myself.



I don;t talk to her much anymore.



I love her more than life itself.





I would die for her.