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what i would give to feel your arms around me

what i would give to feel your body next to mine

i rather live in the dreams then face reality

because dreams are where im happiest



what i would give to feel your lips

what i would give to feel the softness of your touch

because the dreams are where im happiest

please dont wake me up

i'll never have you back

lost and alone

dont what to do

just rip my heart out of my chest

tear it to pieces

do you know how much pain im in

do you fucking care

these memories take over my brain

get them out of my mind

i cant take it anymore

you know how much i love you

but do you know how its tearing me apart

i feel so cold

why are you doing this to me

slowly killing me on the inside

torturing me

i am silently screaming

my blood runs cold in my veins

look into my eyes

what do you see

they are cold

they are empty

but i regret nothing

i would do anything

anything to have another chance

another chance with you

do you still have feelings for me

or are they lost

what do i believe

i dont know what i believe

all i know

is that i love you

thats not going to change

but i will survive this heartbreak

i have no choice

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NoctusAngelusProcella
02:57 Apr 15 2011

love stinks, it is lesson everyone needs to learn

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the pain makes her go insane

awake throughout the night

tears roll down her face

how much pain can one girl take



the past will never happen again

because all they ever will be is friends

though the tight bond between them lasts

she will give anything to go back to the past



the memories last in her heart

he is forever marked

the pain will never end

because all they ever will be is friends

from the day we are born

the timer counts down

then life is no more

and we are buried in the ground



from the first breath of air

to the first steps we take

our lives are shared

and this story we make



we live just to die

so is life just a lie

its false reality

just to see if we could survive

death is defined

by life no more

when theres black in the skies

and fires in earths core



when the skin is cold as ice

and eyes stare off into nothingness

like an endless sleep

does the soul have peace?



when the heart has no rhythm

not a sound can be heard

no sign of life

when death is defined

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corporatecitiZEN
22:04 Apr 01 2011

there is never peace again, my dear.

As your truth fell into my chest.

Every ounce of me screamed to be separate.

I felt my bones dry into gravedust, as I fell to the ground.

I could feel the years walking on my back, like a mourner.

The future faded into the sunset. My eyes, too heavy to care.



I awoke from little to find a strain of life still hobbling.

Wearing a funeral smile, I cut the cords.

The hatred lay whining, like a child.

Emerging from the tomb, I shook the death from me with a nod of disgust.



Gazing across the desert with old hope still tearing at the skin.

I throw this tattered map to the ground. Thoughts shifting in the wind.

I surrender to call it home again.



Wading through omens, I struggle to feel the reasons.

Bruises bleeding. Law and Treason.

Will the weather bring her back?

I ponder, as I fall into the black.

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