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i feel so empty

i feel so guilty

everything i do is wrong

and i hurt the people i love



i wish all this would stop

because pain is all i got



i feel so lost

i feel so horrible

because what i did was terrible

i wish i was gone



i was somebody fake

someone not real

to get the attention of someone i lost

now regret is all i feel



i wish this would stop

because pain is all i got

fuck my soul

fuck my life

hand me the sharpened knife

because my heart is sold



black as coal

hard as hell

i sold myself

to get out of this hole



someone rescue me

take me from this place

but i still see your face

blind me so i cant see

i picked up the razor blade

i just wanted the pain to fade

so i brought it to my skin

and let the blood come up again



the sting it brought was my high

at first i laughed then i cried

but it all felt good

letting the blood come up again