Ok so well I have a fiance and a Master. Yes they are both two different poeple and they both know about each other... I honestly don't need anyone lecturing me about this..
Well for the past few months things have changed completely between my fiance and I. I really don't want to get into details... This is just a place for me to write my feelings..
Well I have talked to him multiple times about why he was acting that way. Each time he said he didn't know and he would stop. This went on for almost a year... So today I sat him down and we agreed to take a break and just be friends for a while. Over all I feel horrible about that, about everything. I would fix the problem if I knew what it was but he wont tell me..
So right now I am just.... Depressed.
Hey everyone. Well I was reading the Getting Started guid and it said I should make a journal so here is my first post. Not much to say really. Well I am going to visit my friend Michael in Texas on the 14th of March and I can't wait! ^_^
COMMENTS
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radu
03:09 Feb 23 2011
Relationships were there is and BF/GF and a Master 99.9% of the time never work. You need to think what one do you want.
LadyRayneofDarklight
03:42 Feb 23 2011
Hello, there. :)
I myself have a Master. It's an open relationship and because we're BOTH very territorial it gets difficult. He has one other girlfriend and a couple girls while I currently have no one else ( mainly because men are pigs and I'm picky ;P). Anyways.
I don't know the whole story. So I'm gonna give you my first impression of what happened with you. Feel free to tell me to shut up if I'm way off base or whatever you feel is necessary.
The above comment is where I'll start. I won't say so many man/woman relationships with a Master almost never work. But I will say that it would be more difficult. (Obviously you already know that). Maybe your fiancée was having trouble sharing you with your Master but didn't want to come forth about it? It's possible he held it in for fear of how you would react?
Maybe he decided he wasn't okay with it anymore?
Or maybe he was just being a dick. *shrugs* Honestly, you never know with guys.
Anyway, I suppose the real reason I'm commenting is I see we MAY have something in common and thought that if you ever would want someone to talk to about it, I could just sneak in and let you know "hey, I'm someone to talk to". :)
Goodluck, I hope everything works out.