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hey there, havent written in here for a week or 2.

well forn the past 5 nights i havent been able to sleep>< pissing me off, guess i have been havening to many things in my head to sleep, meh.

8 days till i get my licnece back *YES*! 6 god damm months without it *killing me* but thy tourte is ending soon ^^, then i shall be taking a nice holiday up to qld for sun,booze and girls ^^. then lets hope i get a god dam job >.< GAAHH oh well thats enough rantng, night yall

okay this has nothing to do about short short, but i thought it would be a good title lol. well nothing mch has been going on WOOOO IM PICKING UP MY CAR NEXT SAT YES1!!!!!!!!! then i get my licence back in 2 and a bit weeks BAH H AH AH AH AH H A, other than than that nothing much going on, just jamming to music, talking to brenda eailer *brendabailey on VR*. well thats about it

kee it metal

well reading peoples jouirnals *i feel like a stalker mwh ah ah *, i think im gonna put a bit on info about me SO SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN...IM RICK JAMES!! H AH AH AH.

iokay well i amd a lovley cute and inoccent boy,....B HAH AH AH H AH AH yeah right, okay i may have been like that wehn i was 13 but 14 was my turning point.

i burp i fart and i dont give a fuck about it *you shouldent either* and im so sick of poeple say :eww thats gross" YOU GUTS DO IT TO!! YA!" anyway getting side tracked.

i like to think im a bit crazy *i have been dubbed that by "professonals" but im also a big laugh, i like making people laugh ect etc, im moreally a happy guy but people piss me off and you will know about it. i LOVE MY ANIME *drools* i have been to japan *live long dream* i love to rock it out with my band members, or just sing for the hell of it. im a big gaming nerd 8so what grr lol*. im normmaly the go to guy when people are upset *why do they come to me to die?....why do they come to me to die!*, i normally like to help...somthimes, anyway thats half of me in a nut shell, wanna know geive me a shout

feels like ages since i wrote in here *but it hasent*, lets see.

i get my licence back in 3 weeks as well as a new car >:) ILL BE BACK TO TERRORIZE THE ROADS...what else has been going on, ummmm im going on a date soon *go me first date in years* i was really drunk as with my band members the other nigth *good night^^*, thats pretty much what i ahev been up to, nothign special huh? lol.

well i shall leave so i dont blabber on, have fun mr journal ^^

sitting at a lan and feeling fine, with my naim man blood hunter ^^, been playing some games and owning hehehe, all i need is a girl^^

cant fucking sleep, gahh its driving me nuts, i try to sleep i lay in bed but no, no sleep for lordi.

no sleep for lordi = baaaaad juju, im gonna be sooo shitty tomarra, AND I HAVE NO SMOKES GAHHHHH

i am staring to post some of my band songs *lyrics* in the poetry section, plz read and tell me what you think

it is a really nice and warm day, and i just feel good about myself *dont know why* going out to tea tonight then home for a couple of drinks. one thing i hate about this type of weather, it amkes me wanna have a aprty, but everyone is to busy or dont wanan coem >.< stupid people

music, i swear it brings out trhe bets and worst of u. like the song im listing to now "dracula by iced erath" brings me to tears all the time and i get so sad, other songs like "kingdom come" by ManOwaR make me feel.....triumphent.

lots of songs and music types have diff effects on people, like they say heavy metal is angrey music, not true for me, it sooths me.

now music like rap, pop and shit, like emenim and britney spears gets me agro like a mofo lol.

ooo a really up lifting song has come on yay ^^ "battle hymns" by ManOwaR.

speaking of music, im not sure if it's me but theres some songs i have whenever i listen to them i must drink. anyone else get that?.

anyway im done.

keep it metal

ahhh drunk-en-ness is fun, not as fun as drinking with people tho, but its still fin.

just listing to tunes, doign a bit of singing practice *always a good thing*, and my cat is bugging the shit out of me >.

here i am, another night alone. i just wished i could shake thins feleing of lonliness, i cant take it anymore. people online saying theey are there for me, but there really not.fucking shit me somthign hardcore. god im sick and tierd of feelign oike this 24 fucking 7, i just want someone to come along that will let me take crae of them,cook for them, do anythign for them, and all i want is to be loved forever, is that so fuckign hard to ask!!!, well it fuckign must be.

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vines
07:34 Sep 10 2009

Stop looking you might find them.

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emoamanda
03:42 Sep 19 2009

it not u just have to wait for the right person to come along.





cheer up their is no reason to be sad

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soo sleepy, but cant be fucked sleeping I WANNA PARTY but no one wnats to party with lil ol me *must be to crazy for them MW HAH H AH *

okay here is my "emo" moment,

im sick of being alone >.

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darkangel82
18:08 Sep 08 2009

nice emo moment...lol. you and me both

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SinginGhost88
20:46 Sep 09 2009

Dwelling on being something causes you to continue to be.

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vines
07:32 Sep 10 2009

SNAP OUT OF IT!!

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emoamanda
03:44 Sep 19 2009

so im lol





nice emo moment

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well i sit here at a lan party with 2 of my band members, doing nothing at all, thinking about things

love,life,money.

love. i don't know either to give up or keep trying, i have tried so hard, but i end up no where :(.

life...its a a bitch we all must deal with in our own way * i dont wanna most times*.

money.. GIVE ME SOME ^^

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darkangel82
18:07 Sep 08 2009

I know the feeling...sometimes it makes you wonder if it's even worth waiting for anymore...lol

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MrLordi
20:25 Sep 08 2009

:(

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vines
07:32 Sep 10 2009

The list above i can understand....... except for the money, Work for it!!!

Ok i'll be on my way.

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